I Say Yes
Ik zeg ja
Ik kies om weer te leven
Volop, voluit, volledig
Ik hunker weer
Naar gretig veel
Naar net genoeg
Naar alles,
Weer hongerig,
Zonder te dorstig te zijn,
Ik ben bang, maar ook gewapend
En neem veel mee
Zo is er mijn vermogen
Alleen te kunnen zijn,
Alleen te willen zijn,
meesterlijk,
Ik hou van dit moment
Het eeuwige moment van totale rust,
Harmonie, rust
Vrede met mezelf
Mezelf, niet meer, niet minder
Minder is meer, dacht ik,
Maar soms is meer meer,
Ik kies
Gewoon tevreden kunnen zijn,
Met mij,
Mijn gewone,
Soms bruisende,
Soms kleurloze zelf.
Mezelf, alleen, omringd
Op eigen voeten, eigen benen,
Verlost van zucht, van zinderend verlangen
Vrij van de nood,
Me vast te klampen,
Vrij van te leunen, te steunen,
Te reiken naar,
Te smachten,
Te dromen
Naar handen die me dragen
Naar woorden die me iemand maken
Daar vrij van zijn
dat belichaam ik
mezelf vol waarde zien
genoeg te zijn, en te zien,
Alleen, maar dichtbij samen,
Met dat kleine meisje,
Zo intens verdrietig,
Heel diep in mij
Dat diepgewortelde meisje
Dat zich zo verlaten,
onbekwaam,
dom,
niet waardig voor liefde, voor leven voelt.
Ook dat meisje neem ik mee,
Want ze hoort bij mij,
Ze past in mij,
Is deel van mij
Haar dek ik toe met de dekens van liefde,
Met de kussens van samen intuïtief weten,
Haar troost ik, vanzelfsprekend, altijd,
Met woorden stil als sneeuw
Met haar in mijn armen wacht ik
Tot het net ontkiemde vertrouwen
Verder groeit.
Maar vooral neem ik mee
Al die nieuwe ruimte,
Alle plek die is ontstaan
In plaats van die leegte,
Die zo wanhopige duisternis
Die leegte die geen leegte was
heb ik bestreden
Met als prijs transformeerde lege holten;
een drassige kuil
Gevuld met donker somber slijk
Massief zwaar, te zwaar.
Die leegte heb ik bestreden
Met als beloning al die nieuwe ruimte
Als een heelal binnenin.
Overvloedig met al die dingen
Die ik vergeten, verleerd was.
Hoop, vertrouwen, dromen
Het verlangen, goesting, honger
Lust van, in en voor het leven
Onoverwinnelijk ondernemend
Smeltend in het avontuur
De toekomst dromend
Anders, nieuw
Maar vooral veel ruimte voor liefde
Liefde voor mensen
Gekwetste banden herstellen
Familie, vrienden
Verbinding aangaan, nieuw, ontdekken
Me omringen, door de sommigen,
Ik sta me toe selectief te zijn
Ben erg zorgvuldig
Liefde is duur
Is me erg dierbaar
Is ook kwetsbaar
Soms ook blind,
Ik ben er zuinig mee
Ik kan niet zonder
Maar ze is er
Weer
En er is veel van
Soms dicht
Soms dichtbij
Soms heel dichtbij
Lachen, tranen, delen, genieten
Soms luid
Soms stil
Zo stil dat elk woord een moord zou zijn
Verwant, genegen, gehecht
Verliefd
Verliefd op het leven
The Arrival
He dreamed back into the divine temple of his body and all of his desires melted into one; to serve as ecstatically, abundantly and authentically as humanly possible, because as he intuitively knew; the more one sows, the greater the harvest, and from the planetary love that violently beamed from his soul he could tell had sowed a lot.
Human Design: Mastering Sexuality
Fully mastering sexuality? Sounds fun. But how? Well, below you will find an 11-hour course release by Ra Uru Hu, founder of Human Design, on sexuality in all its beauties, nuances and complexities. The 11 lectures below covers a lot of incredibly deep, important and foundational topics on the our sexual being, all the way from the next sexual adventure based purely on lust to verbal, poetic and passionate romance to the homogenized and monogamous marriage all the way to the different forms of caring, i.e. individual, tribal and collective caring. It also discusses many other important aspects to understand, such as the different roles we play in the seductive process, the different voices of love and Kundalini Caring.
How Sharing & Contribution Leads to Divinity & Immortality
Introduction
In the tapestry of existence, where time, consciousness, and experience intertwine, there lies a wondrous phenomenon – the art of sharing and contributing wisdom, experience, and music. Imagine a realm where the threads of knowledge are woven into the very fabric of humanity, where the symphony of life's lessons and the melodies of emotion resonate through the ages. Step into this grand narrative, where the currency of insight transcends the limitations of moments, expanding horizons, and forging connections that transcend time itself.
Gaining Time through Sharing Wisdom, Experience & Music:
When you share your wisdom and experiences with others, you're essentially passing on knowledge that you've accumulated over time. By benefiting from your insights, others can avoid making the same mistakes and can make more informed decisions. This saves them time that they would have spent on trial and error. Similarly, sharing music that resonates with emotions and experiences can provide people with a shortcut to connecting with those feelings, saving them the time it might take to discover such music on their own. In this way, sharing these elements allows them to gain the benefit of accumulated time that you've already invested.
Attaining Consciousness through Sharing Wisdom & Music:
Sharing wisdom involves sharing deep insights into life, relationships, and the world. When others gain access to this wisdom, they can achieve a higher level of consciousness by reflecting on these insights and integrating them into their own understanding. Likewise, sharing music that carries profound messages or emotions can lead to increased consciousness, as it prompts people to contemplate their feelings, thoughts, and connections to the world. By sharing wisdom and music, you're contributing to the expansion of their awareness and consciousness.
Gaining Experience through Sharing Experience & Music:
Sharing personal experiences allows others to learn from the challenges and successes you've faced. This enables them to gain experiential knowledge without having to go through the exact same situations. Additionally, sharing music that has played a role in shaping your experiences can introduce others to new perspectives and emotions they might not have encountered otherwise. This adds to their repertoire of experiences and enriches their emotional and sensory landscape.
Conclusion
As the sun dips beneath the horizon, casting its last golden rays upon the landscape of existence, we find ourselves amidst a chorus of shared wisdom, experiences, and harmonious melodies. In this symphony of interconnected lives, every note played, every story shared, and every lesson imparted reverberates through the tapestry of time. For in the act of giving, we receive a gift beyond measure – the expansion of minds, the deepening of consciousness, and the enrichment of our collective experience. As stars emerge to illuminate the night, let us remember that through sharing, we not only buy time, consciousness, and experience for others but also etch our own stories into the infinite expanse of the universe.
In summary, sharing and contributing wisdom, experience, and music can lead to the acquisition of more time, consciousness, and experience for both the giver and the recipient. By passing on insights, experiences, and emotions, you're providing others with valuable resources that they can integrate into their lives, allowing them to grow, learn, and connect on deeper levels. This exchange of knowledge and emotion effectively extends their personal capacities and enhances their overall existence.
School in Hell
There in that golden cage.
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Is Freedom Slavery?
Is Flying Imprisonment?
Is Liberation Oppression?
Is choice positive, negative or no choice?
It is stated by AI Tool GPT That: 'The slogan "Freedom is Slavery" is meant to convey the idea that the pursuit of personal freedom and autonomy leads to suffering, chaos, and ultimately a form of enslavement. The Party asserts that by allowing people to make their own choices and decisions, they become susceptible to their own desires, passions, and conflicts, which can ultimately undermine the stability of the society. The Party presents itself as the entity that knows what is best for everyone and claims that true freedom can only be achieved by submitting to its authority and adhering to its strict regulations.'
Who is the party?
Besides this question, it was thought, by One Ultimate Anonymous, that it's: 'An imaginary totalitarian dystopian and/or utopian and hierarchical societal matrix with its roots in invention inside of a centralized spiritual and also totalitarian metaphysical matrix of all-encompassing love, light, divinity, order and/or equality.'
Who is the Party Leader?
Who created the Creator?
Who dreamt up the origins of Society?
Valuing, Appreciating and Giving Worth to the ‘Norm of Society’ versus Eliminating, Tolerating or Barely Accepting the ‘Norm of Society’.
Is Freedom Slavery?
Is Flying Imprisonment?
Is Liberation Oppression?
Is responsibility our way out?
What are we responding to then?
Playing out the drama of what we feel and experience? Light and Dark? La Arte d'el Comedius & Tragedia?
Is sharing those things, light and dark, imaginary or real, positive or negative towards the 'Norm of Society' and/or 'the Divine Order and/or Equality of Love/Light'
the ‘will through what we think we want’
When people do what they ultimately want on the highest degree, which ultimately will also include contributing to the whole, does it then all become utopian?
Does this require being exposed to the truth of the Dystopia/Utopia we live in? Is there truly such a thing as a Dystopia?
Loose broken cannons, such as 'Wilz' & Anthony (& ik) & their effect on the stability of the society.
An imaginary totalitarian dystopian and/or utopian and hierarchical societal matrix inside of a centralized spiritual and also totalitarian metaphysical matrix of all-encompassing love, light, divinity and order.
This is Utopia.
Purging Dystopia/Utopia.
Was there ever a mistake made? Do all mistakes lead to a greater evolution and mutation of the whole?
Is levity, humor and comedy at its core?
How good may it feel to experience others suffer?
How do I ensure that I melt with pure passion and unconditional love in front of my work and that I want to, will to and love to do this?
How do I ensure that my musical makes me happy, proud, empowered, emphatic and unconditionally happy, kind and loving?
Is levity, humor and comedy at its core?
Can ignorance be fun?
Can ignorance be unconditionally happy, kind and loving?
Is Ignorance Strength?
Is ignorance funny?
Sarita.
Ai Arts.
UA.
on.
a Pharmakon.
Pap.
Dad.
Is there an ability to lead and serve the will of the majority?
Q.E.D.
Prison in Hell
aka
Party in School
John Frusciante & Universal Creativity
An eye-opening, inspiring and truth-aligned video about legendary guitarist ‘John Frusciante’ talking about being a godly channel for creativity, universal consciousness and cosmic imagination.
De Madré
De Mams
Waar zou ik beginnen?
Goh mams, ik heb het gevoel dat ik een boek over u zou kunnen schrijven.
Een boek vol met prachtige verhalen, avonturen en gedichten. Een boek vol prachtige feiten. Een boek vol lof.
Een boek waarin ik schrijf hoe je me opbracht, alles toonde, me de vrijheid gaf en me uiteindelijk ook achterliet. Vol met jou. Vol met kracht, wijsheid, en positieve macht. Vol licht, tijd en liefde.
Veel dingen weet ik nog niet, maar wat ik wel weet is dat er een wonderbaarlijke ecstatische droom van leven op me staat te wachten, en dit is allemaal dankzij jou.
mijn Schepper, mijn Godin.
& Mams, dit voel ik al zo lang, maar door jou heb ik zo’n ontzettend rijk leven. Rijk op alle facetten. Ze zeggen soms dat ik creatief ben, maar wat jij hebt gecreëerd, inclusief mij, daar zijn geen woorden voor.
Jij bent een wonder. Als ik je zie, zie ik geen obstakel maar een mirakel, een orakel. Mij altijd overspoelend met de diepste waarheid en raad, in woord, pracht en daad.
Je noemde onze laatste avond samen het mooiste moment in 4 jaar. We lachten, ik speelde gitaar en we zongen zelf samen. We spendeerden die laatste avond samen met een glimlach, passie en verbondenheid.
Je vroeg me ook of ik je ooit zal kunnen vergeven voor al die imperfecties van ons, en natuurlijk is het antwoord daarop vanzelfsprekend.
En toen, ineens, de dag erna. Een shockmoment. Gestikt op een stukje steak. Plotseling. Volledig verdwenen in mijn armen.
Paniek, deanimaties, te veel ambulances, een diepe slaap en weinig kans.
Het was uiteindelijk een lange slaap. Eentje van twee zenuwslopende, moeilijke en hartverscheurende weken.
Ik vertelde je veel tijdens die slaap, en zei ik je ook dat, of je nu koos om te strijd in vrede te verlaten, of om simpelweg terug tot ons te ontwaken, ik wat dan ook, ik onvoorwaardelijk van je zou houden. Voor altijd. En dat doe ik ook mams, en geloof mij, dat is oh zo eenvoudig.
Ik maak niet vaak beloftes, maar de belofte die ik je maakte op onze laatste dag samen, de belofte dat uw warmte, opvoeding en extremen de mensen oneindig lang zouden blijven raken, inspireren en verlichten, bij die belofte blijf ik.
Want nu ben je op een plek vol tijdloze rust; omringd door ziel en liefde, dat zag ik in onze laatste adembenemende momenten samen.
Mams, ik hou van u, wij zijn fantastisch, wij zijn echt, wij zijn éen, voor altijd, want de schoonheid van jouw kern leeft voort in mij en dat voelt onsterfelijk aan als thuis.
Ik ben zo trots op hoe oneindig sterk je altijd was, bent en zal zijn, voor jezelf, voor mij, rond mij en nu in mij. In ons allemaal. Sterk voor onszelf en voor elkaar.
Sabine, mams, wat een vrouw. Ze heeft mij gemaakt, en ze heeft voor mij gevochten, onvoorwaardelijk, tot het einde. Als een ware overwinnares. Dit is niet enkel de reden dat ik hier vandaag vol leven, trots en jeugdigheid sta maar ook de reden dat ik iedereen van jullie de vraag wil stellen:
Waar willen wij, nu nog écht, samen voor vechten?
THE MOM
Where shall I start?
Gosh mom, I feel like I could write a book about you.
A book full of wonderful stories, adventures and poems. A book full of wonderful facts. A book full of praise.
A book in which I write how you lifted me up, showed me everything, gave me freedom and ultimately left me behind. Full of you. Full of strength, wisdom, and positive power. Full of light, time and love.
A lot of things I don't know yet, but what I do know is that a wonderful ecstatic dream life is waiting for me, and it's all thanks to you.
my Creator, my Goddess.
& Mom, I've been feeling this for so long, but because of you I have such an incredibly rich life. Rich in regards to all facets. They sometimes say that I am creative, but what you have created, including me, there are no words.
You are a miracle. When I see you, I see no obstacle, but a miracle, an oracle. Always flooding me with the deepest truth and counsel, in word, splendor and deed.
You called our last night together the most beautiful moment in 4 years. We laughed, I played guitar and we sang together ourselves. We spent that last evening together with a smile, passion and connection.
You also asked me if I will ever be able to forgive you for all our imperfections, and of course the answer is obvious.
And then, suddenly, the day after. A shock moment. Choked on a piece of steak. Suddenly. Completely disappeared in my arms.
Panic, de-animations, too many ambulances, a deep sleep and little chance.
It was a long sleep after all. One of two nerve-racking, difficult and heartbreaking weeks.
I told you a lot during that sleep, and I also told you that whether you chose to leave the struggle in peace, or to simply awaken back to us, whatever, I would love you unconditionally. Forever. And so do I mom, and believe me, it's oh so simple.
I don't often make promises, but the promise I made to you on our last day together, the promise that your warmth, upbringing and extremes would continue to touch, inspire and enlighten people indefinitely, I stand by that promise.
For now you are in a place of timeless tranquility; surrounded by soul and love, that's what I saw in our last breathtaking moments together.
Mom, I love you, we are fantastic, we are real, we are one, forever, because the beauty of your core lives on in me and that feels immortally like home.
I am so proud of how infinitely strong you have always been, are and will be, for yourself, for me, around me and now in me. In all of us. Strong for ourselves and for each other.
Sabine, mom, what a woman. She made me, and she fought for me, unconditionally, to the end. Like a true victor. This is not only the reason that I stand here today full of life, pride and youthfulness but also the reason that I want to ask each of you the question:
What do we really want to fight for?
The 48 Laws of Power
This resume of the 48 Laws of Power will reveal some highly important answers. How do we maximize our power as humans? How do we transcend the oppression that is forced upon us by higher authorities within and around us, becoming fully sovereign? How do we become untouchable to the influence of others? How do we maximize our potential to get what we need and want?
All important questions for an opulent, abundant and emotionally rich life, as we need to understand power in order not be oppressed, dominated and controlled by others. Now, a lot of people would argue that power and manipulating is negative, selfish and maybe even narcissistic, but this is not always true, as we can also use our power for the best interest of all parties. This best interest could be learning, free-will, growth or future well-being. So, in order to understand power, I’ve decided to start of this series with a resume of the 48 laws of power, a book by Robert Greene.
8 Secrets To Experiencing Bliss
So how do we experience bliss? As you explore your experience, do not let the mind get attached to what meditating should feel like, or be impatient with how long it takes you to quiet your mind chatter. Let go of all of your “shoulds” about meditation. Simply relax into whatever experience you are having, and explore this experience with curiosity. Below are 8 steps that will take you deeper into this effortless place, allowing you to experence bliss, no matter what you are doing in your world…Enjoy
Gathering of the Tribe
In todays’ post, I’d love to share a highly inspiring, grounding and beautiful short movie on our interdimensional connection to spirit, life and our metaphysical tribe. Not only is it highly aesthetic, but it also contains a lot of foundational truth of who I believe we are. Enjoy :)
From Aubrey:
My tears always come from a revelation of hidden truth. As if the frames of perception themselves liquidate out of my eyes so I can see clearly again. This story made me cry the first time I read it in Charles Eisenstein’s book, “The More Beautiful World Our Hearts Know Is Possible” and every time I have watched it since. Because to me, it is a true story. Whether actually true or metaphorically true, it doesn’t matter.
It is time for us to come together. To gather, to rise, to love, to LIVE! You are not alone. I promise you, you are not alone.
Thank you to @aldousmassie for the animations and @mrjonhopkins for the incredible score of the film, featuring @vylanamarcus. Check their profiles on Instagram for more of their work :)
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The 10 Last Lessons on Her Earth
Partly we are all here to learn. To acquire and integrate insight, understanding and wisdom. Understanding of one’s self; our Self; the Life. Integrating higher and deeper understanding, knowing and consciousness allows us to master ourselves, relationships, self-actualization and creation with greater ease, grace and mastery.
Today I’d love to discuss the lessons that we human souls ultimately collectively all share. This theory is based upon a unitary, multidimensional and tiered universe. This for example means that it states reincarnation as true and the case. The theory also implies that life, after our reincarnation cycles on earth, continues. The details of this model come directly from resources I studied with a coach and resonated with because I discover similar tendencies in many other philosophies. I find this extremely helpful, demystifying and enlightening in my own journey, so I decided to share a chunk from it. Take from it what resonates, leave the rest.
Again, we ultimately all go through all 21 of these lessons, starting with the first graduating at the very last lesson: unconditional love. Note that ultimately all these lessons aim to improve ourselves, maximizing our capacity to serve and love; allowing us the capacity to truly create our heaven on earth. To be optimally us.
To give you an idea in regards to time how long it takes to learn these lessons, well, some of us take thousands of lifetimes to go through all of the 21 lessons. Some take hundreds of lifetimes to master one of the 21 lessons. But then again, it’s not impossible to a complete an entire sphere (7 lessons) in one lifetime with the right amount of awareness, discernement and determination. Some learn with more efficiency, and some learn slower.
Being aware of these fundamental lessons, e.g. the lesson of letting go of the urge of proving oneself, can save you years of your life acting out inauthentic, non-efficient and draining behavior, drastically improving the quality of your life and the degree in which you self-actualize and create wholeness, satisfaction and mastery in your life. For more information or to find out more about which stadium you were born in, contact me for more info if you’d be interested, and I can redirect you to the right person.
Podcast #2: The Voice
The Fear of Rejection, Vulnerability & Self-Actualization
This blog post is a special one, as we have our first podcast episode, in which I talk with my special friend Emily about a subject that is very close to our heart, and we believe to be deeply important for every human being. The conversation explores the subject of rejection, more specifically the fear of rejection, and also touches the topics of vulnerability, self-actualization, authenticity, learning, teaching and the importance of sharing.
The beginning of the conversation turned out a bit stiff, but after the 7-minute mark some real juicy, valuable and deep insights, ideas and truths are discussed, so make sure to hang in there and listen all the way to the end if the topics of self-expression, authenticity and self-actualization are important to you.
Extreme Dualities, Paradoxes & Opposites
Whether you are creating a compelling story, doing some deep diving into the nature of your Self or if you’re simply contemplating life, you’ll find that life is full of dualities, paradoxes and opposities and that there is a lot of power, liberation and truth in finding, demystifying and resolving these paradoxes. I love to believe that all paradoxes and dualities ultimately dissolve into unity and that it’s ultimately possible to connect, transcend and alchemize all dualities within life and ourselves. Without further ado, here is a lot of some fundamental dualities I’ve stumbled upon. Some of them are highly subjective, while others are heavily dependant on the meaning you give to certain words, terms or symbols, but I felt like sharing them anyway. Hope you enjoy :)
The Dream Home
What does my dream home feel like? It feels like a stable, aesthetic, fixed, personalized, practical, harmonious & energetically compatible; feng-shui induced accommodation in a conscious, natural, nurturing, buzzing and beautiful location. The environment has a spiritually high, grounding, nurturing & inspiring frequency; vibration and energy, it empowers highly aligned turquoise creativity, insight, sharing & experience. The collective worth of the accommodation and the location increases over time, while maintaining its subjective spiritual worth and value. The place is abundant with restaurants and businesses that offer nutritious, delicious and aesthetic meals and unifying, healing, enlightening and bliss-inducing services at fair, economic and local prices. While the home allows deep, efficient and meaningful time creativity and time alone, it also allows the opportunity for surprisingly conscious, joyful, intimate, sensual, creative and synergetic interaction, both at ‘home’ and in the environment itself, as the environment houses a highly conscious community. It allows the possibility to enjoy and immerse in the beauty of silence while simultaneously allowing the ability to be loud, noisy and expressive without the hindrance of neighbours and authorities.
Spiral Dynamics: Silver Bronze Gold or Brown
Spiral Dynamics is a model of the evolutionary development of individuals, organizations, and societies. It divides life in meaningful levels of consciousness and It describes how value systems and worldviews emerge from the interaction of "life conditions" and the mind's capacities. The emphasis on life conditions as essential to the progression through value systems is unusual among similar theories, and leads to the view that no level is inherently positive or negative, but rather is a response to the local environment. People can be incarnated in this life in any of the different stages, and ultimately has to go through all stages in its spiritual journey, and in this article, we’re diving deeper into the final stage, which is stage Turquoise.
Podcast: The Fear of Rejection
The Fear of Rejection, Vulnerability & Self-Actualization
This blog post is a special one, as we have our first podcast episode, in which I talk with my special friend Emily about a subject that is very close to our heart, and we believe to be deeply important for every human being. The conversation explores the subject of rejection, more specifically the fear of rejection, and also touches the topics of vulnerability, self-actualization, authenticity, learning, teaching and the importance of sharing.
The beginning of the conversation turned out a bit stiff, but after the 7-minute mark some real juicy, valuable and deep insights, ideas and truths are discussed, so make sure to hang in there and listen all the way to the end if the topics of self-expression, authenticity and self-actualization are important to you.
Electrified Dreams
I looked at her and, now only slightly covered by an indigo robe made out of oriental silk, she warmly whispered the following words: ‘Touch my lips’. I reached my head out slowly and the moment the tip of my tongue dropped on her lips, the whole room shifted into an ethereal mirage of ground shaking light beams, sensual spirit animals and a realm of ethereal, angelic and exotic whispers which felt like pure bliss. Our entire mind evaporated lucidly into pure spirit and before I could even take a breath I noticed a magnetism between me and her which was simply too irresistibly sensual, intense and arousing. Without control we slid into each other, like a space-age whale plunging out of the heavens straight into the infinite depths of pacific, and both of us only remembered the ecstatic moaning of sovereign eyes which transformed into eternally electrified dreams of cosmic unity, understanding and love.
Physical Synthesis: Spiritual Ascension Tools
If you are looking to master, clear and unify your energetic being you’ve come to the right place. Below are a number of beginner exercises, clearing techniques, and focusing tools that are a part of Lisa Renee’s ‘Ascension Toolkit’ to help you learn foundation techniques to better develop self-mastery skills. Especially during these times it is important to begin to be aware of the nuances of your personal energies and where you place your attention and focus.
Human Design: Radical Transformation
In this series, Ra dives deep into 4 aspects of our personal transformation as human beings traveling the Nutrino; ‘Internal Determination’, ‘External Environment’, ‘External Perspective’ and ‘Internal Awareness’. In this episode of diving deep into Human Design: ‘Radical Transformation’ one learns how to eat optimally, what one’s optimal environment is, what ones’ authentic motivation is in life while diving deep into the topic of awareness. All highly entertaining, interesting and important stuff. Enjoy :)