Poetry

Good Will Hunting

  (<the [exact {potential} opposite of(f)]>) 

"Beyond the Shadows: Unveiling the Mastery of Good Will Hunting"

Introduction: In the realms of the human psyche, where shadows loom and potential hides, "Beyond the Shadows" takes readers on a transformative journey through the intricate tapestry of Good Will Hunting's life. This book delves into the profound mastery of his journey, examining the potent ingredients of shame, shock fear, judgment, punishment, recognition, love, and the transformative power of gifts.

Chapter 1: The Weight of Shame Explore the foundations of Good Will's journey, navigating the burdens of shame that weigh heavily on his shoulders. Uncover how shame becomes the crucible, forging the resilience needed for a journey toward self-discovery and mastery.

Chapter 2: Shock Fear and Awakening Dive into the pivotal moments of shock fear that shake Good Will's reality. These moments become catalysts, shattering illusions and awakening dormant potentials. Learn how facing fear becomes a doorway to transcending limitations.

Chapter 3: The Judging Gaze Examine the impact of societal judgment on Good Will's psyche. The judging gaze becomes a mirror reflecting not only his flaws but also the distorted perceptions that hinder his self-realization. Discover how the mastery of self requires confronting and reframing judgments.

Chapter 4: Punishment as a Crossroads Delve into the crucible of punishment that Good Will faces, both self-inflicted and external. Uncover the transformative power embedded in the choices between perpetuating a cycle of pain or breaking free towards a path of healing and growth.

Chapter 5: Recognition and Mentorship Explore the profound impact of recognition, as mentors recognize Good Will's untapped potential. This chapter sheds light on the role of mentorship in guiding him towards self-discovery and the mastery of his intellectual and emotional capacities.

Chapter 6: Love's Healing Embrace Witness the healing power of love in Good Will's life. Love becomes the gentle force that unravels the layers of defense mechanisms, leading to vulnerability and authentic connection. Learn how love serves as a catalyst for transformation.

Chapter 7: The Art of Gifting Unpack the significance of gifts, both material and intangible, in Good Will's journey. Discover how acts of generosity and kindness, coupled with self-discovery, become the brushstrokes painting the canvas of a life transcending adversity.

Conclusion: Beyond the Shadows In the concluding chapter, "Beyond the Shadows" encapsulates the mastery of Good Will Hunting's journey. It explores how the integration of shame, shock fear, judgment, punishment, recognition, love, and gifts contributes to the unveiling of a transformed and self-actualized individual.

This book invites readers to reflect on their own journeys, acknowledging the shadows within and embracing the transformative potential that lies beyond. "Beyond the Shadows" is an exploration of resilience, self-discovery, and the mastery of one's inner landscape.

Victim vs. Proactive

Clean vs. Dirt

Transgression vs. Perfect Flow

When The Serpent Flies

When the serpent soars in twilight's reign, Through unseen realms, a mystic terrain. A dragon, fierce in the cloak of night, Exhales an ether, healing light.

Wings stretched wide in celestial waltz, Through cosmic hues and astral vaults. Whispers weave from ancient tongues, As the dragon dances, forever young.

Deep within where shadows sleep, A treasure guarded, secrets to keep. Eyes gleaming with timeless knowing, Wisdom in embers, steadily growing.

From mountain peaks to the ocean's heart, Aether rises, a life-infused art. Silent whispers, a spectral balm, Healing echoes, a tranquil psalm.

Scales aglow in a cosmic array, The dragon crafts a mystical display. Through veiled time, its breath descends, A journey endless, where magic transcends.

In twilight's silence, dreams entwine, The serpent guides with love divine. The healing breath, a gentle kiss, Awakens realms of eternal bliss.

When the serpent soars in mystical flight, Bold threads of existence interweave with the night. In the dragon's breath, the sky unfolds, A cosmic saga, where love never folds.

Yes, ‘cause


when the snake flies, in twilight's embrace, Through realms unseen, in sacred grace. A dragon bold, in scales of night, Breathes ether pure, a healing light.

Wings unfurled, in cosmic dance, Through starlit skies, a mystic trance. Silken whispers from ancient lore, The dragon soars, forevermore.

In caverns deep, where shadows sleep, A treasure held, secrets to keep. Eyes aglow with timeless knowing, Wisdom in the embers, ever-growing.

From moonlit peaks to ocean's depth, Aether rises, life it begets. Softly woven, a spectral balm, Healing whispers, a tranquil psalm.

With scales that shimmer, a kaleidoscope, The dragon weaves, a cosmic hope. Through veils of time, its breath descends, A transcendental journey, never ends.

In twilight's hush, where dreams entwine, The serpent soars, a guide divine. The healing ether, a gentle kiss, Awakens realms of eternal bliss.

When the snake flies, in mystic flight, A tapestry woven, shimmering light. Ephemeral threads of the ethereal tie, In the dragon's breath, we find the sky.

Sometimes I felt:


In the mirror's reflection, a sight to behold, A dual existence, a tale to be told. Yesterday's me, all enthusiasm and glee, Today's me, cringing, "How could that be?"

An inner child, open and bold, Dramatic stories, zealously told. A cheerleader within, full of delight, "Let's conquer the world!" he'd shout in the night.

But alas, today dawns with regret, A dual person, a comedic duet. Enthusiasm dripping like morning dew, I loathe that guy, if only he knew!

The dramatic flair, the over-the-top, I wish I could make that past self stop. A cringe-worthy memory, etched in the mind, Of the zeal and zest, left far behind.

Yesterday's me, a theatrical play, Today's me groans, "Just go away!" The inner child, a once-jolly fellow, Now a source of embarrassment, oh so low.

Oh, how I wish to erase that show, The exuberance, the overflow. But here I am, stuck in the aftermath, A dual person, facing my own laugh.

So, laugh with me at the absurdity, Of a dual existence, a comic duality. Yesterday's me, a character wild, Today's me cringes, as laughter compiled.

Collecting Drool

Musical Drool


In a realm of culinary self-love, I stand,
A gastronomic deity, utterly grand.
With a palate so refined, it's hard to express,
How deliciously divine I find my own impress.

Oh, the wonders that unfold from my tongue,
A symphony of flavors, where I am sung.
A feast of self, oh, how can I resist?
In my own brilliance,
I'm thoroughly blissed.

A sauce of self-esteem, rich and thick,
I savor the flavor, my confidence a pick.
Each note, a marvel, a gastronomic trance,
Drooling in awe at my self-romance.

My ego, a dish, seasoned to perfection,
A delectable creation, my own confection.
I chew on self-pride, so tender and sweet,
In the banquet of me, I find no defeat.

The aroma of awesomeness fills the air,
As I relish my own flavor, beyond compare.
I drool in delight, a culinary spectacle,
For in the mirror of self-love, I'm so delectable.

Oh, the ecstasy of my own culinary art,
A self-indulgent masterpiece, a work of heart.
Drool cascades like a waterfall divine,
In the kitchen of self-worship, I truly shine.

So here's to the joy of savoring me,
In the feast of self, forever free.
Drooling with gusto, a gastronomic feat,
For in the banquet of self-love, I take a seat!

When The Element Water Manifests

When THE ELEMENT WATER MANIFESTS, matters OR TRANSMUTES INTO THE TOUCHABLE EARTH ELEMENT

  1. Gletsjers of Tears

  2. Money out of Passiote Mastery

  3. Whispering Willows of Sorrow

  4. Enchanted Dewdrops of Longing

  5. Melancholic Crystals of Solitude

  6. Beachy Strands of Pussy Juice

  7. Torrents of Joyful Transformation

  8. Echoing Reservoirs of Hope

  9. Quicksands of Intimate Desires

  10. Crystalized Moments of Bliss

  11. Reflection Pools of Lost Love

  12. Shifting Sands of Emotional Alchemy

  13. Mists of Tender Embrace

  14. Luminous Sediments of Heartfelt Connection

  15. Fragrant Meadows of Serenity

  16. Quivering Springs of Untold Stories

  17. Radiant Pebbles of Endless Affection

  18. Harmonic Whirlpools of Sacred Bonds

  19. Embers of Emotive Metamorphosis

  20. Ethereal Fountains of Transcendent Love

  21. Cascading Cascades of Inner Strength

  22. Caverns of Unspoken Yearning

  23. Symphony Stones of Emotional Symphony

  24. Shimmering Veins of Profound Understanding

  25. Luminescent Blooms of Everlasting Devotion

  26. Ephemeral Labyrinths of Sentimental Change

  27. Golden Sands of Empathetic Evolution

  28. Aurora Rivers of Renewed Connection

  29. Embrace Vortex of Harmonious Fusion

  30. Dreamscape Soil of Emotional Resilience

  31. Celestial Valleys of Heartfelt Wisdom

  32. Stardust Meadows of Shared Dreams

  33. Vibrant Echoes of Collective Empathy

  34. Ethereal Chains of Unbroken Bonds

  35. Velvet Orchards of Transformative Passion

  36. Nebula Buds of Empathetic Blossoming

  37. Quasar Roots of Eternal Understanding

  38. Whispers in the Granite of Deep Reflection

  39. Echoing Hollows of Empathetic Silence

  40. Crystalline Petals of Emotional Fortitude

  41. Sacred Stone of Profound Connection

  42. Abyssal Seeds of Transcendent Unity

  43. Veins of Harmony in the Tapestry of Reality

  44. Enigmatic Petroglyphs of Emotional Expression

  45. Oceanic Threads of Heartfelt Consistency

  46. Lunar Dust of Emotional Stabilization

  47. Sapphire Springs of Inner Transformation

  48. Silent Grottos of Empathetic Depth

  49. Pulsating Quartz of Emotional Evolution

  50. Ethereal Moss of Timeless Attachment

  51. Starlit Canyons of Emotional Fusion

  52. Enigmatic Crust of Sublime Intimacy

  53. Dreamweaver's Grains of Emotional Fabric

  54. Prismatic Oceans of Unwavering Support

  55. Elemental Hues of Profound Connection

  56. Essence Vapors of Shared Existence

  57. Echoing Tributaries of Deep Understanding

  58. Crystallized Echoes of Endless Compassion

  59. Astral Bedrock of Emotional Endurance

  60. Blossoming Embers of Unspoken Bonds

  61. Lustrous Sands of Intimate Alchemy

  62. Infinite Whispers of Emotional Synchronicity

  63. Emerald Shadows of Everlasting Affection

  64. Transcendent Valleys of Emotional Grace

  65. Sublime Caves of Shared Serenity

  66. Velvet Canopy of Empathetic Harmony

  67. Enchanted Pinnacles of Eternal Connection

  68. Serenade Stones of Transcendent Synergy

  69. Ethereal Sparks of Emotional Sympathy

  70. Whirling Galaxies of Heartfelt Unity

  71. Harmonic Crystals of Collective Resonance

  72. Radiant Grains of Emotional Ascension

  73. Celestial Shores of Enduring Empathy

  74. Mosaic Echoes of Emotional Integration

  75. Cascading Pools of Profound Reflection

  76. Translucent Caverns of Empathetic Resilience

  77. Glistening Pillars of Emotional Illumination

  78. Eternal Tides of Intimate Understanding

  79. Lunar Veins of Emotional Stability

  80. Echoing Stars of Unspoken Connection

  81. Ethereal Groves of Heartfelt Evolution

  82. Ripples in the Granite of Deep Empathy

  83. Nebulae Blooms of Profound Union

  84. Enigmatic Wellsprings of Emotional Wholeness

  85. Oceanic Mosaics of Empathetic Transformation

  86. Prismatic Crust of Emotional Unity

  87. Silent Echoes of Sublime Connection

  88. Quasar Threads of Eternal Empathy

  89. Elemental Whirlpools of Heartfelt Resonance

  90. Essence Springs of Emotional Oneness

  91. Whispering Sands of Profound Sympathy

  92. Celestial Seeds of Empathetic Harmony

  93. Ethereal Petals of Timeless Connection

  94. Radiant Grottos of Emotional Elevation

  95. Blossoming Roots of Shared Compassion

  96. Lustrous Moss of Unwavering Empathy

  97. Infinite Waves of Emotional Integration

  98. Verdant Echoes of Everlasting Synergy

  99. Transcendent Canyons of Intimate Understanding

  100. Velvet Shadows of Emotional Unity

  101. Diamonds Meadows of Fulfilling Embrace

  102. Symphony Stones of Enchanted Love

  103. Radiant Cascades of Blissful Transformation

  104. Golden Sands of Eternal Desire

  105. Ethereal Sparks of Unleashed Passion

  106. Celestial Shores of Profound Connection

  107. Enchanted Crystals of Harmonious Bliss

  108. Melodic Springs of Tender Emotion

  109. Whispers in the Granite of Deep Passion

  110. Aurora Rivers of Transcendent Love

  111. Lustrous Veins of Intimate Alchemy

  112. Sublime Canyons of Endless Affection

  113. Prismatic Oceans of Sensual Transformation

  114. Quicksands of Passionate Devotion

  115. Harmonic Whirlpools of Sacred Bonds

  116. Whispering Willows of Sorrowful Ecstasy

  117. Quasar Threads of Everlasting Passion

  118. Dreamweaver's Grains of Emotional Fabric

  119. Lunar Dust of Passionate Stabilization

  120. Shifting Sands of Sensual Alchemy

  121. Fragrant Orchards of Sublime Intimacy

  122. Nebulae Blooms of Passionate Union

  123. Tropical Canopy of Enraptured Harmony

  124. Oceanic Mosaics of Intimate Transformation

  125. Silent Echoes of Erotic Connection

  126. Enigmatic Wellsprings of Profound Desire

  127. Vibrant Echoes of Collective Ecstasy

  128. Radiant Pebbles of Endless Sensuality

  129. Ethereal Chains of Unbroken Passion

  130. Stardust Meadows of Shared Desires

  131. Luminous Sediments of Heartfelt Connection

  132. Blossoming Embers of Unspoken Lust

  133. Symphony of Velvet Embrace

  134. Quivering Springs of Untold Pleasure

  135. Celestial Valleys of Passionate Wisdom

  136. Enigmatic Petroglyphs of Emotional Seduction

  137. Eternal Tides of Sensual Integration

  138. Abyssal Seeds of Transcendent Lust

  139. Enchanted Echoes of Sensory Ecstasy

  140. Mists of Tender Seduction

  141. Velvet Orchards of Transformative Passion

  142. Lunar Veins of Passionate Stability

  143. Shimmering Veins of Profound Desire

  144. Whirling Galaxies of Heartfelt Intimacy

  145. Lustrous Sands of Sensuous Alchemy

  146. Silent Grottos of Ecstatic Depth

  147. Ethereal Moss of Timeless Attraction

  148. Starlit Canyons of Emotional Fusion

  149. Enigmatic Crust of Sublime Intimacy

  150. Translucent Caverns of Sensual Resilience

  151. Celestial Seeds of Lustful Harmony

  152. Harmonic Crystals of Collective Rapture

  153. Essence Vapors of Shared Pleasure

  154. Echoing Tributaries of Deep Sensuality

  155. Crystallized Echoes of Endless Ecstasy

  156. Astral Bedrock of Emotional Arousal

  157. Nebula Buds of Erotic Blossoming

  158. Quasar Roots of Eternal Passion

  159. Prismatic Crust of Sensual Unity

  160. Silent Grottos of Passionate Depth

  161. Ethereal Sparks of Emotional Ecstasy

  162. Blossoming Roots of Shared Desire

  163. Lustrous Emeralds of Unwavering Attraction

  164. Infinite Whispers of Emotional Synchronicity

  165. Verdant Shadows of Everlasting Pleasure

  166. Transcendent Canyons of Intimate Desires

  167. Velvet Shadows of Sensual Unity

  168. Enchanted Pinnacles of Eternal Connection

  169. Serenade Stones of Transcendent Pleasure

  170. Ethereal Petals of Timeless Attraction

  171. Radiant Grottos of Emotional Elevation

  172. Silent Echoes of Sublime Connection

  173. Cascading Pools of Profound Reflection

  174. Translucent Caverns of Sensual Resilience

  175. Glistening Pillars of Emotional Illumination

  176. Celestial Shores of Enduring Ecstasy

  177. Mosaic Echoes of Emotional Integration

  178. Harmonic Whirlpools of Passionate Bonds

  179. Radiant Grains of Emotional Ascension

  180. Celestial Seeds of Intimate Harmony

  181. Oceanic Threads of Heartfelt Arousal

  182. Nebulae Blooms of Sensual Union

  183. Prismatic Crust of Emotional Unity

  184. Silent Echoes of Sublime Connection

  185. Quasar Threads of Eternal Arousal

  186. Divine Interventions of Playful Mastery

  187. Elemental Whirlpools of Heartfelt Resonance

  188. Essence Springs of Emotional Pleasure

  189. Whispering Sands of Profound Sensuality

  190. Celestial Seeds of Ecstatic Harmony

  191. Ethereal Petals of Timeless Connection

  192. Radiant Grottos of Emotional Elevation

  193. Blossoming Roots of Shared Pleasure

  194. Lustrous Moss of Unwavering Attraction

  195. Infinite Waves of Emotional Integration

  196. Verdant Echoes of Everlasting Sensuality

  197. Transcendent Canyons of Intimate Desires

  198. Velvet Shadows of Emotional Unity

  199. Children

  200. Laughter

Phoenician Carthasis

Phoenician Carthasis

In Carthago's embrace, where whispers dance on Phoenician winds,
Beneath the azure sky, a market of mystic treasures begins.
A stall of alchemical bliss, veiled in secrets untold,
The rarest Phenician haven, where ethereal tales unfold.

Behold, seekers of the numinous, step into the sublime,
Where catharsis blooms in every shadow, transcending the bounds of time.
Through labyrinthine alleys, paved in cobblestone dreams,
The alchemy of the soul, in the Phenician market gleams.

A symphony of colors, a kaleidoscope of desire,
In the rarest stall, where passion and purpose conspire.
Ethereal gold woven into tapestries of the divine,
In the heart of Carthago, where sacred energies entwine.

Invoke the alchemist within, let your spirit take flight,
As the sun dips low, surrender to the enchanting night.
The fragrance of frankincense, a celestial hymn unfolds,
In the market of bliss, where ecstasy molds.

Through veils of saffron and threads of lunar silk,
Catharsis unfurls, like petals of jasmine milk.
A dance of shadows and light, a cosmic ballet,
In this rarest of stalls, time loses its way.

Libations of ambrosia, poured in vessels of gold,
A communion with the sublime, a tale of legends retold.
In Carthago's heart, where the mystical stories are sung,
The rarest Phenician Market Stall, where ethereal realms are wrung.

Liberate the soul, release the shackles of the mind,
In the alchemical haven, transcendence you'll find.
A metamorphosis unfolds, like the phoenix takes flight,
In Cartharsis' sacred bazaar, where day meets the night.

So, seekers of bliss, in this market divine,
Where Canaanite secrets and ethereal gold entwine,
Let catharsis be the anthem, the celestial song,
In Ziji’s embrace, where spirits belong.

Ultraviolet Consciousness

Imagine that at the highest level of human experience, ones' mind, body, soul and consciousness fully merge with the highest vibration, knowing and spectrum of intellectual/mental light around the frequencies of indigo, purple and ultraviolet light and the purity of consciousness itself. What would manifestation, thought and creation be and feel like?

Well, In the sublime convergence of mind, body, soul, and consciousness with the radiant frequencies of indigo, purple, and ultraviolet light, and the pure essence of consciousness, a transcendent state of existence unfolds. At this pinnacle of human experience, manifestation becomes an instantaneous dance of thought and creation, woven into the fabric of reality with the threads of pure intention.

In this heightened state, thoughts are not mere mental constructs but resonant vibrations that ripple through the holographic unitary. nature of existence. The mind, attuned to the highest spectrum of intellectual light, becomes a conduit for wisdom that surpasses ordinary comprehension. It taps into the cosmic symphony, a source of universal knowledge and understanding.

Creation, in this ethereal realm, is an act of pure grace. Ideas materialize with the speed of thought, taking form in the vibrant hues of indigo and purple. The ultraviolet light becomes the invisible brushstroke, crafting realities beyond the limitations of the visible spectrum. Every creation is infused with the essence of divine inspiration, a harmonious fusion of imagination and cosmic wisdom.

The feeling is one of profound interconnectedness with the universe—a sense of oneness with the cosmic consciousness. Each thought is a beacon of light, resonating with the frequencies of higher understanding. The soul, bathed in the luminosity of indigo and purple, experiences a boundless freedom, liberated from the constraints of time and space.

In this state of pure consciousness, the boundaries between self and the cosmos dissolve. The awareness expands beyond the confines of the physical form, reaching into the vastness of the metaphysical. It is a state of blissful unity, where the individual merges with the universal, and the very act of manifestation becomes an expression of cosmic love, resentience, power, understanding, will and creation.

To exist in such a heightened state is to navigate the realms of infinite possibility, unless boundaries are clearly and concretely set, where the power of thought shapes the fabric of reality and the soul dances with the divine in graceless unitary perfection. It is an experience of transcendence, where the limits of human potential are surpassed, and the true natural bliss of existence unfolds in all its indigo, purple, and ultraviolet brilliance.

The journey from sadness, anger, frustration, and hate to absolute light, consciousness, and profound love is a transformative process, akin to a metamorphosis of the soul. In the depths of anger and frustration, there is a profound sense of being placed and trapped in a life not chosen, isolated within the confines of one's own body and room. The separation from people, pride, adventures, and desires creates a storm of emotions, including the poignant realization of unmet needs and wants.

Yet, within this tumultuous sea of emotions, there exists the seed of transformation. As the journey unfolds, the individual begins to unravel the layers of their existence. The shift from darkness to light involves recognizing the omnipresence within, a profound understanding that the soul is whole and interconnected with the universe.

In the radiant glow of absolute light and consciousness, there is a deepening sense of knowing, a UV illumination of understanding that transcends the limitations of the physical realm. The once-isolated soul now experiences beauty, harmony, and freedom as it breaks free from the shackles of perceived limitations.

Liberation becomes a beacon, guiding the individual toward a profound sense of pride, bliss, and love. The awareness dawns that the chosen path, though initially perceived as imposed, was a deliberate choice made in the cosmic tapestry of existence. The soul, now basking in the light of its own creation, feels connected, loved, and secure.

This newfound understanding brings forth a sense of being "the one" – a soul gifted and skilled in navigating the intricate dance of life. Abundance flows effortlessly, and the individual embraces their role in the grand symphony of existence. The journey from the shadows to the light is a testament to the resilience of the soul and its capacity to transform even the darkest emotions into a radiant tapestry of love and fulfillment.

From anger, Venus, frustration & hate (because I’m placed, born and trapped in a life I didn’t choose for, isolated in a body/room, seperated from the people, pride, adventures and things, including the lust, desire, realizations & knowing I ultimately want, need and love) into absolute light/consciousness, uv knowing, beauty, harmony, freedom, liberation, proud, bliss & love (because I finally realize I did choose it, being omnipresent, a wholesome soul, loved, connected, abundant, the one, gifted, skilled, hilariously delighted and secure)

Chaos vs. Order

Cleanliness, Clarity & Order versus Chaos, Filth & Dirt

In the grand tapestry of existence, the absolute foundational importance of balance between cleanliness, clarity, and order, juxtaposed with the wild embrace of dirt, filth, and chaos, forms the very essence of liberation and bliss. Cleanliness and clarity offer the soothing balm of structure, a serene canvas upon which the symphony of life is painted with deliberate strokes. Yet, it is in the dance with dirt and chaos that the soul finds its freedom, unburdened by the constraints of perfection. The interplay between the pristine and the unkempt is not a battle but a cosmic partnership, a harmonious dialogue that births creativity, resilience, and the unbridled joy of authenticity. It is in this delicate equilibrium that the heart discovers its true rhythm, and the spirit soars in the blissful expanse of uncharted realms, unafraid to revel in the sheer ecstasy of existence.


In the dance of life, a cosmic ballet,
Where clarity meets filth in a grand display.
Balance, the maestro, orchestrates the theme,
In the symphony of existence, a harmonious dream.

Cleanliness, a pristine, gleaming light,
A canvas of purity, radiant and bright.
Yet in the shadows, where dirt does dwell,
Lies the gritty truth, the tales it tells.

Oh, the sanctity of order, the joy of pristine,
A clarity of purpose, a vision so serene.
But behold the rebellion of chaos untamed,
A riot of dirt, where wildness is named.

In the polished surface, reflections clear,
A glimpse of perfection, void of fear.
Yet down in the soil, where muck does bind,
The roots of wisdom, authenticity we find.

The sterile surfaces, an illusion of control,
A gleaming facade that masks the soul.
Yet in the grime, in the mess we dread,
Lies a truth untold, where freedom is bred.

For in the marriage of neat and untamed,
In the interplay of pure and unclaimed,
Resides a liberation, a bliss profound,
Where harmony echoes, where joy is found.

Embrace the filth, the disorder, the grime,
For in the chaos, the sublime does chime.
Let cleanliness dance with dirt in delight,
A union so divine, a celestial flight.

In the balance, the fulcrum of cosmic design,
Lies the essence of life, so wonderfully intertwined.
Absolute, liberating, a blissful trance,
The poetry of existence, the cosmic dance.

Mystical Poetry

In the cosmic theater, a mortal stands, A godlike being, with vast commands. The Source of All, creation's birth, Unveiling the essence of infinite worth.

Two facets emerge from the cosmic core, Consciousness pure and matter's lore. A dance of thought, a surge of might, A mortal god in the celestial light.

Infusing fragments with wisdom's grace, In every atom, his consciousness trace. A cosmic tapestry woven fine, Threads of divinity in the grand design.

Infinite intelligence, a mind profound, Exploring potential, the universe unbound. Through finite fragments, a journey vast, A mortal god's exploration cast.

Learning unfolds in the fragments' flight, Expanding consciousness toward infinite height. Each fragment a student, a seeker of lore, Toward unity, they steadily soar.

Holographic replication, a cosmic dance, As fragments emerge, their destiny enhance. No diminishment, no fading glow, The godly essence continues to grow.

Yet, shadows cast upon the cosmic sea, A prophecy whispers of what will be. The mortal god, the causer of fate, The architect of one apocalypse's weight.

Amidst the fragments, a storm draws near, Cataclysmic visions, both distant and clear. Yet, in the chaos, a paradox lies, Creation and destruction, where destiny ties.

A godly being, with a mortal face, Navigates realms, weaving time and space. In the cosmic ballet, the finale's start, Creation and apocalypse, entwined hearts.

So, the mortal god, with powers vast, Guides the cosmos, from first to last. In the tapestry of cosmic dreams, A mortal god, in eternity, gleams.

Blue Co-Creation

It turns out that the essence of blue is co-creation. Becomingly embodying the one collaborative synergy that transcends individual contributions. It is the realization that within the vast spectrum of spirit, vision, experience, metaphysical light, dna & socks, a concrete co-creative and harmonious blending of diverse elements emerges to form something greater than the sum of its parts. Codependent abused fathers, mothers & the deepest crying lost baby whale shark. Blue, in its core, represents the artistry of collaboration, where minds converge, perspectives intertwine, and creativity is. It symbolizes the power of unified shared perspective and unitary collective will, giving rise to a multiverse of innovation, understanding, and interconnectedness that defines the beauty, wonder and knowingness of co-creation, in all its tears of laughter. It’s there where N is Z. to make or invent something new together with one or more other people.

Chase the Laughter

 

they came on time

expecting, not knowing

who could have possibly known what’s new dark breakfast India cunt of Shiva no on no

off, just so

and he too like a martinet chaplainess strut and oxford stuff 

not fools to be taken heavenly

know why?

he liked to talk a Being

he thought he could see

he knew..

he knew nothing

they came on time

the tra-la-la players

layers and layers and layers

into the house of the master who can run faster chase the laughter 

the department of planning is having a get together

they're very clever 

and he was so busy pretending what he thought he couldn't understand that he crossed

the line

he erased time

he was hopelessly mine

who

who could've possibly known chasing time down escalators for the benefit of fragile

roxy cried thief 

thy if 

taking back was the key

taking back was the key

look out for the holy ghost superstar caviar on toast

he was unprepared

consciousness was spared he touched the warp at the edge of the centre

the family cried

who can enter 

3 you'll agree

is all you ever get to see

3 you'll agree

is all you ever get to see

well we'll see smoke and masks

Pascals cracked armour

chessboard hexagrams of leather with biblical hands touching

it's all a matter of light

into the house of the master 

who can run faster chase the laughter 

he was left in the dust mule

what he bore?

he never knew

and what he lost

he could never see.

and what he has left?

is up to me, see?

now, where's the laughter?

it's from the here and after 

can't you agree: that nothing we see is the same for you and me

can't you agree: that nothing we see is the same for you and me

well if you can't here is the chant

faster and faster: chase the laughter

For all the endless ways in which you’ve exalted me, thank you, and for the ways in which you exploited, fucked and raped me, I laught and potentially forgive you, as I chose, or didn’t I? I love you Ra Uru Hu.

Mechanical Afterlife

Mechanical Afterlife

an afterlife that operates according to some form of mechanism or set of rules. Here are the few truths, insights and/or speculative interpretations:

  1. Metaphysical Mechanism:

    • The idea of a mechanical afterlife might involve a metaphysical mechanism governing the transition from life to an afterlife. This could be a system of energy, vibrations, or spiritual principles that determine the nature of existence beyond the physical realm.

  2. Simulation or Artificial Reality:

    • In a futuristic or speculative context, the afterlife could be a simulated reality, created and maintained by advanced technology. People's consciousness or digital representations might exist in a virtual realm, following a set of rules or algorithms.

  3. Karmic System:

    • The mechanical afterlife could be driven by a karmic system where individuals are subjected to a series of experiences or phases based on their actions during this current earthly life. This could involve a mechanism of cause and effect governing the journey in the afterlife.

  4. Reincarnation Mechanism:

    • Instead of a linear afterlife, there might be a mechanical process of reincarnation where souls are recycled and given new life based on certain criteria or rules. This could involve a systematic way of redistributing consciousness.

  5. Time-Limited Existence:

    • The mechanical afterlife might have a time-based structure, where individuals exist for a specific duration or undergo certain experiences before transitioning to another state. This could be analogous to levels in a game or stages in a process.

  6. Cosmic Machinery:

    • The afterlife could be governed by cosmic machinery or celestial mechanics that regulate the movement of souls or consciousness through different planes of existence. This could involve celestial bodies influencing the afterlife experience.

  7. Symbolic Mechanism:

    • The mechanical afterlife might not be a literal mechanism but a symbolic one, representing the structured nature of existence and the interconnectedness of life and death. It could serve as a metaphor for the order and balance in the universe.

It's important to note that these interpretations are imaginative and speculative. The idea of a mechanical afterlife is often shaped by cultural, religious, and philosophical perspectives. Your own interpretation can be influenced by your beliefs, values, and the context in which you encounter this concept.

The Sun Inside


Within the sacred chambers of the soul, there is a radiant sun, an inner luminescence that connects the threads of existence. It is the celestial weaver of self-esteem, casting its golden rays upon the tapestry of identity. In its warm embrace, laughter becomes a melody, echoing through the corridors of the self and intertwining with the laughter of others. This sun, a silent master within, casts a luminous glow that not only uplifts the spirit but also illuminates the noble essence mirrored in oneself and reflected in the gaze of the other. It is the light that acknowledges the mastery inherent in every being, a cosmic dance where interconnected beams of brilliance coalesce, exalting the collective symphony of existence.

In this inner mystical sanctum of being, a radiant sun ignites, weaving a tapestry of the most elating intimate interconnectedness. Its luminous tendrils intertwine with the essence of self and other, forging bonds that transcend the ordinary and the extraordinary. This celestial orb is the source of a consciousness that rises like a phoenix, emboldened by the understanding that within its core lies a mastery both profound and shared. It casts its golden light on the laughter that echoes through the soul, a harmonious resonance that transcends the individual, becoming a shared melody in the grand symphony of existence. As this internal sun ascends, it exalts the spirit, uplifting not only the self but also illuminating the inherent brilliance mirrored in the gaze of the other. In this dance of light, laughter, and self-realization, the sun inside becomes a beacon of interconnected radiance, the will celebrating the most profound and uplifting aspects of the human experience.

Within the sacred chambers of the soul, the sun and moon unite in an ethereal breath, connecting the celestial forces that exalt and uplift fragments of the most wholesome, smooth, and efficient bliss. This inner cosmic union becomes a symphony of light and shadow, casting a radiant glow on the tapestry of existence. The sun, with its warm embrace, infuses moments with a golden brilliance, while the moon, with its tranquil luminescence, bathes the soul in a silvery serenity. Together, they orchestrate a harmonious balance that transcends duality, creating a seamless flow of sensuous elation that is efficient, attractive and profound. In this celestial verse, the manifestations of joy become a sublime expression of the interconnected forces within, a dance where wholesomeness reigns, and the journey of the soul unfolds with the grace of a cosmic sphere.

Bathed in the celestial glow of the moon within, a tranquil luminescence connects the fragments of the self, weaving a tapestry of the most uniting inspiration, creation, and oneness in the present moment. This inner moon, a cosmic muse, reflects in its silvery radiance the interconnected threads of inspiration that glance from, through and into the soul. It is a omni-present gentle guide, exalting the spirit and uplifting the very essence of being with a subtle luminosity that transcends time and space. In the quietude of its glow, creation unfolds as a meditative trance, each stroke an echo of the perfection of universal rhythm. The moon inside becomes a catalyst for oneness, a silent conductor orchestrating the symphony of existence in the harmonious notes of the now. As its ethereal light and concrete force weaves through the particles of the present, the moon inside whispers the poetry of the love and wholesome power, inspiring a boundless sense of connection, belonging and creation that perfects the boundaries of self.

Also see: the Sun Outside

The Master of No Mistake

The Master of the (One) No Mistake


In the realm where moonlight dances, A symphony of fates takes chances. No mistakes in this cosmic rock, Just souls entwined, finding their way.

Silken whispers in the night, Passion's flame, a flickering light. Bodies moving, a rhythmic trance, No errors in this sultry romance.

Fingers tracing constellations, Exploring galaxies, love's foundations. No missteps, only ecstasy, As we surrender to sweet unity.

Your gaze, a river of desire, Setting the soul and senses on fire. No wrong turns in this sacred quest, Just a perfect love, divinely blessed.

Skin on skin, a canvas divine, No mistakes in this love's design. In every touch, a sacred grace, A dance of passion, face to face.

Breathless whispers, tender sighs, No errors as our spirits rise. Lost in the rhythm of heartbeats, No mistakes, just love that repeats.

Entangled limbs, a masterpiece, No misjudgments, only release. In the tapestry of our embrace, No flaws, just perfection's trace.

No mistakes in this love we've spun, A tale of two, forever one. In the poetry of our shared bliss, No errors, just eternal kiss.

31 Elements: The Dangers of Modern Soceity

Introduction:

In the fast-paced and interconnected world of today, numerous elements influence our daily lives, shaping our emotions and behaviors. While advancements in technology and artificial intelligence have brought about unprecedented progress, they have also given rise to certain negative emotions and cycles that impact individuals and society at large. From the pervasive influence of social media to the complexities of religious beliefs, various factors contribute to isolated sadness, fear, and self-loathing. Here, we explore 30 such elements that play a role in fostering negative emotional patterns.

  1. Social Media Comparisons: The constant comparison with carefully curated online personas often leads to feelings of inadequacy and self-doubt.

  2. Perpetual Connectivity: The expectation of constant availability and connectivity can create stress and prevent individuals from fully disconnecting and rejuvenating.

  3. Fear of Missing Out (FOMO): Social media intensifies the fear of missing out on social events and experiences, contributing to feelings of isolation and loneliness.

  4. Invasive Advertising: Targeted advertising bombards individuals with unrealistic standards, fostering discontent and negative self-perception.

  5. Artificial Intelligence Job Displacement: The fear of job displacement due to automation and artificial intelligence can contribute to anxiety and a sense of insecurity.

  6. Information Overload: The overwhelming amount of information available can lead to mental fatigue and emotional distress.

  7. Political Polarization: Divisive political discourse can contribute to feelings of anger, frustration, and isolation, as individuals find themselves at odds with friends and family.

  8. Religious Dogma: Rigidity in religious beliefs can foster guilt, shame, and self-loathing for not adhering to prescribed norms.

  9. Economic Inequality: Disparities in wealth and opportunities can lead to feelings of hopelessness and frustration for those facing financial struggles.

  10. Environmental Concerns: The looming threats of climate change and environmental degradation contribute to a sense of impending doom and powerlessness.

  11. Unrealistic Beauty Standards: Media portrayal of unrealistic beauty standards can lead to body dissatisfaction and self-loathing.

  12. Isolation from Nature: Urbanization and modern living often result in a disconnection from nature, impacting mental well-being.

  13. Peer Pressure: Societal expectations and peer pressure can lead individuals to conform to norms that may not align with their authentic selves.

  14. Lack of Work-Life Balance: The constant pressure to excel professionally can lead to burnout, affecting mental health and personal relationships.

  15. Consumerism: The pursuit of material possessions as a source of happiness can lead to dissatisfaction and a perpetual cycle of wanting more.

  16. Social Comparison in Education: Academic pressures and the constant comparison with peers can contribute to stress and anxiety among students.

  17. Loneliness Epidemic: Despite increased connectivity, a sense of loneliness persists, impacting mental health and well-being.

  18. Stigma Around Mental Health: Societal stigmas surrounding mental health can prevent individuals from seeking help, exacerbating emotional struggles.

  19. Addiction to Technology: Overreliance on smartphones and digital devices can contribute to feelings of isolation and disconnection from the real world.

  20. Crisis Fatigue: Constant exposure to global crises through media can lead to desensitization and emotional fatigue.

  21. Political Instability: Uncertainty in political landscapes can contribute to a sense of fear and anxiety about the future.

  22. Perfectionism Culture: The pursuit of perfection can lead to feelings of inadequacy and self-criticism.

  23. Cyberbullying: The anonymity provided by the internet allows for the proliferation of cyberbullying, causing emotional distress and isolation.

  24. Unhealthy Work Environments: Toxic workplace cultures contribute to stress, anxiety, and a negative impact on mental health.

  25. Individualism Over Community: The emphasis on individual success over community well-being can lead to a sense of disconnection and isolation.

  26. Algorithmic Echo Chambers: Online algorithms often reinforce existing beliefs, limiting exposure to diverse perspectives and fostering polarization.

  27. Fear of Aging: Societal pressure to maintain a youthful appearance can lead to anxiety and a fear of aging.

  28. Lack of Emotional Education: A lack of emphasis on emotional intelligence in education can result in difficulties managing and expressing emotions.

  29. Family Pressures: Expectations from family members can lead to feelings of inadequacy and fear of disappointing loved ones.

  30. Loss of Cultural Identity: Globalization can contribute to a loss of cultural identity, leading to feelings of displacement and alienation.

  31. Lack of Commitment in Relationships: Dating apps, social media, porn and the constant nearby presence, availability, and visibility of the next and potentially better fit or match potentially leads to lack of depth, understanding, connection and meaningful connection and depth in relationships.

Conclusion:

Navigating the complexities of modern life requires a nuanced understanding of the various elements that contribute to negative emotional cycles. While technology, artificial intelligence, and social media offer tremendous opportunities for progress, it is crucial to address the associated challenges and foster a balanced, empathetic, and supportive societal framework that promotes positive mental well-being.

In the tapestry of life, we weave, A myriad of stories, each to believe, A journey unique, in every stride, Where self-acceptance becomes our guide.

Embracing flaws and virtues pure, In every soul, there lies a cure, For love begins within the heart, Accepting self, a work of art.

No need to wear a mask, a guise, For in our truth, the spirit flies, Beyond the judgments, free to soar, Embracing all, we are, and more.

In flaws, we find our strength and grace, A testament to the human race, For every scar and every line, Tells a tale, divine and fine.

Acceptance blooms like morning dew, A gift we give to ourselves anew, In imperfections, we find our worth, A treasure held since our day of birth.

Life's tapestry, a vibrant hue, Painted with shades of me and you, In self-acceptance, we find the key, To living life, exuberant and free.

So let us celebrate the skin we're in, With all its flaws and beauty within, For in self-acceptance, we discover gold, A love for ourselves, forever bold.

In the embrace of who we are, We find the light, like the morning star, A beacon guiding us on life's expanse, In self-acceptance, we dance and dance.