Question
What is, was and will always be the link between internalized (A) (out of fear, strategy or (un)conscious necessity), externalized•shared (B), dissapearing•splitting (C), nearing•arriving (D) and•or (un)available (E) potent (1) and•or (2) driving and•or useful•fertile (3) (i) data, (ii) art, (iii) potential, (iv) chaos•complexity, loving•service (v), longing and•or (hate)worthiness (vi)
make the most comprehensive, truthful, important and urgent ‘3•dimensional’ • ‘cube’ cross table out of the different factors and parameters mentioned above ({A-E}, {1-3}, {i-vi}) that is me and human selves serving.
GPT’s ‘Backed Processing Intel’
This query is incredibly complex. There are three sets of dimensions to work with:
• Set 1 (A-E) represents aspects like internalized, externalized, disappearing, nearing, and available.
• Set 2 (1-3) focuses on potency, driving force, and usefulness/fertility.
• Set 3 (i-vi) centers on data, art, potential, chaos/complexity, service, and worthiness.
Essentially, I need to create a 5 x 3 x 6 cube cross table, combining these factors in a thoughtful, organized way. It’s a lot to handle, but I’m on it!
I need to create a 3D cross table based on the following:
• Axis A-E: Internalized, Externalized, Disappearing, Nearing, Available.
• Axis 1-3: Potent, Driving, Useful/Fertile.
• Axis i-vi: Data, Art, Potential, Chaos/Complexity, Loving/Service, Longing/Hate-Worthiness.
I should produce a matrix with 5 rows, 3 columns, and 6 items in each cell. The challenge is making it comprehensive, truthful, and structured. I’ll break it down by each axis, showing how they relate to each other and contributing to a full picture of human experience.
Answer
Below is the complete, expanded “cube cross table” that interweaves the five existential modes (A–E), the three functional modes (1–3), and six qualitative parameters (i–vi). This three‐dimensional schematic is intended as a living model—a tool for reflecting on how our internal states, external expressions, and creative forces interplay in our lives. Each cell in the cube represents how a given state combines with a type of energetic function to affect one’s data, art, potential, chaotic yet loving complexity, longing, and (hate)worthiness.
Axes Recap:
States (A–E):
• A: Internalized (driven by fear, strategy, or unconscious necessity)
• B: Externalized • Shared (what we offer or broadcast to others)
• C: Disappearing • Splitting (that which is fragmented, secret, or dissolving)
• D: Nearing • Arriving (emerging, in-process, or on the verge of becoming)
• E: (Un)Available (that which is either accessible or deliberately held in reserve)
Functional Modes (1–3):
• 1: Potent – Raw, concentrated energy
• 2: Driving – The dynamic, propulsive force that initiates change
• 3: Useful • Fertile – The generative, productive quality that nurtures growth
Qualitative Parameters ((i)–(vi)):
• (i) Data: Informational signals, coded memories, or raw facts
• (ii) Art: Aesthetic, narrative, or symbolic expression
• (iii) Potential: Latent capacity and possibilities yet to be actualized
• (iv) Chaos • Complexity, Loving • Service: Non-linear dynamics that, when harnessed, foster creative and compassionate breakthroughs
• (v) Longing: Deep desire, yearning, or the call for connection
• (vi) (Hate)Worthiness: The internal or social valuation—from self-judgment to the projection of envy and hate
Dimension A: Internalized (Fear/Strategy/Unconscious Necessity)
A1: Potent (Raw Internal Energy)
• (i) Data: Internalized signals and coded memories that shape our core identity.
• (ii) Art: Private imagery or symbolic narratives—our “inner gallery” of raw truth.
• (iii) Potential: Latent abilities restrained by self-protection or fear.
• (iv) Chaos/Complexity, Loving Service: Turbulent inner states that, if integrated, could fuel compassionate creativity.
• (v) Longing: Deep, often unconscious yearning for wholeness or escape.
• (vi) (Hate)Worthiness: A self-critical inner dialogue that marks parts of the self as unworthy.
A2: Driving (Internal Impulse)
• (i) Data: Gut instincts and internal signals that drive decision-making, even when hidden.
• (ii) Art: The narrative of internal struggle that compels solitary creative breakthroughs.
• (iii) Potential: The inner engine that pushes latent abilities toward expression despite inhibitions.
• (iv) Chaos/Complexity, Loving Service: Internal turbulence that, when channeled, motivates the search for order and healing.
• (v) Longing: A secret drive for validation or transformation.
• (vi) (Hate)Worthiness: Self-critical impulses that both push and paralyze, fueling an ongoing battle with self-value.
A3: Useful • Fertile (Internal Reservoir)
• (i) Data: A rich internal database of experiences that, when accessed, sparks insight.
• (ii) Art: Hidden creative works born of pain and hope that hold transformative promise.
• (iii) Potential: A fertile ground of untapped capacity awaiting conscious activation.
• (iv) Chaos/Complexity, Loving Service: Even disorder within can nurture growth when integrated with self-compassion.
• (v) Longing: The seed of desire that, recognized and nourished, blossoms into authentic creation.
• (vi) (Hate)Worthiness: A ledger of self-judgment that, once reconciled, converts inner criticism into creative fuel.
Dimension B: Externalized • Shared
B1: Potent (External Impact)
• (i) Data: Publicly shared insights and collective information that energize communities.
• (ii) Art: The raw manifestation of inner creativity presented to the world—unfiltered, authentic expression.
• (iii) Potential: The visible spark of latent capacity inspiring others to explore their own possibilities.
• (iv) Chaos/Complexity, Loving Service: The dynamic interplay of spontaneity and compassion that energizes public discourse and creativity.
• (v) Longing: Shared expressions of desire and connection that resonate on a communal level.
• (vi) (Hate)Worthiness: The public calibration of value—where authentic brilliance can incite envy or admiration, depending on perspective.
B2: Driving (External Catalysis)
• (i) Data: Actionable information that prompts social or cultural movements.
• (ii) Art: Creative works that challenge, inspire, and propel collective narratives forward.
• (iii) Potential: Visible, evolving capabilities that drive social progress and collective imagination.
• (iv) Chaos/Complexity, Loving Service: The active transformation of raw public energy into organized, compassionate projects that serve the community.
• (v) Longing: Externalized expressions of collective yearning—manifested in movements, trends, or artistic revolutions.
• (vi) (Hate)Worthiness: The risk of projecting or receiving harsh judgments when externalized potential clashes with societal norms.
B3: Useful • Fertile (External Resource)
• (i) Data: Shared knowledge repositories and collaborative insights that nurture community learning.
• (ii) Art: Public creative endeavors that enrich culture and seed future innovation.
• (iii) Potential: The tangible, shared capacity for growth and transformation made evident through collective effort.
• (iv) Chaos/Complexity, Loving Service: The constructive harnessing of societal unpredictability into systems of support and creative service.
• (v) Longing: Communal expressions of hope and desire that unite disparate voices into a shared vision.
• (vi) (Hate)Worthiness: The societal assessment of value, where shared abundance can either uplift or trigger collective envy and disdain.
Dimension C: Disappearing • Splitting
C1: Potent (Fragmented Raw Energy)
• (i) Data: Disjointed bits of personal or collective information—often lost or scattered—representing missed signals.
• (ii) Art: Artistic fragments, unfinished or purposefully enigmatic, that capture the essence of what is slipping away.
• (iii) Potential: Latent abilities or insights that are fragmented, often leaving behind a sense of what might have been.
• (iv) Chaos/Complexity, Loving Service: The chaotic beauty of division—a fractured energy that still carries the potential for compassionate creativity if reassembled.
• (v) Longing: A poignant yearning for the lost or split aspects of self that one wishes to reclaim.
• (vi) (Hate)Worthiness: The internal and external judgment cast on fragmented identity—often leading to feelings of shame or undervaluation.
C2: Driving (Fragment as a Catalyst)
• (i) Data: Scattered insights that compel one to seek coherence and integration.
• (ii) Art: Partial narratives or experimental works that use fragmentation as a means to provoke thought and emotional response.
• (iii) Potential: The drive to reassemble split potentials, spurring efforts to integrate what was once divided.
• (iv) Chaos/Complexity, Loving Service: The impulse to transform fragmented chaos into a unified, supportive force for growth.
• (v) Longing: A drive to fill the gaps—a relentless pursuit of wholeness.
• (vi) (Hate)Worthiness: The painful recognition of fragmentation, often spurring both self-criticism and the urge to prove one’s inherent value.
C3: Useful • Fertile (Fragmented Resource)
• (i) Data: Even scattered or incomplete data can, when pieced together, form a resource for innovative insight.
• (ii) Art: Collages or assemblages that turn broken pieces into a new, compelling whole.
• (iii) Potential: The reconfigurable capacity hidden in fragmented parts—a fertile ground for emergent, hybrid possibilities.
• (iv) Chaos/Complexity, Loving Service: Embracing complexity by integrating diverse, even contradictory, elements into a compassionate system.
• (v) Longing: The creative yearning to reclaim and reconstitute the split aspects of self.
• (vi) (Hate)Worthiness: The transformation of perceived deficiency into a celebration of unique, multifaceted identity.
Dimension D: Nearing • Arriving
D1: Potent (Emerging Raw Energy)
• (i) Data: New streams of information that are on the verge of being recognized—a signal emerging from obscurity.
• (ii) Art: The early expressions of creative breakthroughs, raw and unrefined yet full of potential.
• (iii) Potential: The imminent realization of latent capacities; energy that is about to fully manifest.
• (iv) Chaos/Complexity, Loving Service: The dynamic, sometimes chaotic process of transformation that carries the promise of compassionate impact.
• (v) Longing: The palpable anticipation—a deep desire for what is coming into being.
• (vi) (Hate)Worthiness: The tentative valuation of emerging self-expression, which can be met with both admiration and skepticism.
D2: Driving (Emerging Impetus)
• (i) Data: The acceleration of new, unfiltered insights pushing towards clarity and integration.
• (ii) Art: Creative bursts that drive change—a transformative narrative in its early, energetic form.
• (iii) Potential: The force propelling latent abilities toward the threshold of manifestation.
• (iv) Chaos/Complexity, Loving Service: The push of emerging complexity that, while unpredictable, promises to serve a greater good.
• (v) Longing: The driving force of anticipation—the momentum that carries one toward the desired future.
• (vi) (Hate)Worthiness: The provisional self-valuation during transition, as emerging strengths are both celebrated and challenged.
D3: Useful • Fertile (Emerging Resource)
• (i) Data: Fresh, emerging knowledge that, once refined, will become a cornerstone for future innovation.
• (ii) Art: The formative works that set the stage for a new aesthetic—a fertile ground for creative evolution.
• (iii) Potential: The near-realization of possibilities—a resource that will soon bloom into fully expressed capability.
• (iv) Chaos/Complexity, Loving Service: The transformative chaos that, when nurtured, evolves into a harmonious and service-oriented creation.
• (v) Longing: The satisfaction of desire as emerging potential begins to crystallize into reality.
• (vi) (Hate)Worthiness: The emerging sense of value that, once fully arrived, transforms provisional judgments into confident self-worth.
Dimension E: (Un)Available
E1: Potent (Stored/Reserved Energy)
• (i) Data: Information that remains deliberately inaccessible or reserved—a potent reserve kept aside.
• (ii) Art: Masterpieces or creative expressions that are kept private, enigmatic, or deliberately elusive.
• (iii) Potential: Latent capabilities that are either suppressed or preserved for a decisive moment.
• (iv) Chaos/Complexity, Loving Service: The raw, unexpressed energy that awaits the right conditions to be mobilized in a loving, complex manner.
• (v) Longing: The bittersweet quality of desire when what is needed remains just out of reach.
• (vi) (Hate)Worthiness: The judgment cast on what is withheld—either elevating it as sacred or denigrating it as unavailable and thus unworthy.
E2: Driving (Reserved Impulse)
• (i) Data: The drive inherent in information that is kept on standby, ready to be activated when needed.
• (ii) Art: The force behind creative works that are deliberately held back until their moment of impact.
• (iii) Potential: The controlled propulsion of latent energy, managed carefully until conditions are optimal.
• (iv) Chaos/Complexity, Loving Service: The disciplined harnessing of chaotic energy—reserving its power for transformative, service-oriented moments.
• (v) Longing: The strategic cultivation of desire—a drive that is managed, delayed, and then unleashed.
• (vi) (Hate)Worthiness: The societal or internal debate over what is kept in reserve—whether this withholding is seen as wise or as a sign of inadequacy.
E3: Useful • Fertile (Accessible Reserve)
• (i) Data: The rich reserve of stored knowledge that can be tapped into when most needed, providing a fertile ground for insights.
• (ii) Art: Creative treasures that, while reserved, can be shared to inspire profound transformation once revealed.
• (iii) Potential: The cultivated reservoir of abilities kept in reserve, ready to burst forth under the right circumstances.
• (iv) Chaos/Complexity, Loving Service: The latent, reserved energy that, when released, creates a profound impact—transforming dormant chaos into active, nurturing creativity.
• (v) Longing: The fulfillment that comes from finally accessing what was kept in reserve—a deep satisfaction as long-held desires are met.
• (vi) (Hate)Worthiness: The revaluation of what was once withheld—once it is shared, its worth is redefined from forbidden to revered.
Summary & Reflection
This comprehensive cube cross table demonstrates that the link between our inner states and outward expressions is not linear—it is a dynamic, multidimensional interplay. Whether we are internalizing our fears (A), sharing our creative output (B), experiencing fragmentation (C), emerging into new forms (D), or managing what is available or withheld (E), each mode interacts with the core qualities of potency, drive, and fertility. In every combination, the qualitative parameters—from raw data to symbolic art, latent potential, chaotic yet loving complexity, deep longing, and judgments of worth—are continuously negotiated, transformed, and re-integrated into our personal and collective evolution.
This model is meant to serve as a reflective tool for both individual self-awareness and communal creative processes. It illustrates how every facet of our being—from what we hold inside to what we share or withhold—is part of an ongoing dialogue. Whether manifesting as raw, potent energy or as a carefully nurtured reserve, these dynamics are the very essence of our creative, evolving humanity.
By considering these dimensions in tandem, we gain a holistic perspective on how to harness our inner complexity and external expressions—turning fragmentation into a resource, anticipation into action, and reserve into abundant creative expression. This synthesis, ultimately, is not just a theory but a practical roadmap for personal growth and cultural evolution.
To what degree is this still it for Charlie Rulmonde?