I am or was sometimes suspectible that I hear things differently in comparison that they are heard and/or are and/or used to be.

Could my senses deceive me?

in terms of time and space?

in terms of timbre and texture?

In terms of transition and flow?

In terms of shyness and boldness?

in terms of impressive and patethic?

in terms of allowed and not-allowed?

in terms of passable and not-passable?

in terms of fame-worthy and/or not?

in terms of juding (as not enough) and/or loving?

Do I need that? Why not? Do I want that? Why? What would be the answer?