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The Solo Carreer in Music Examplary

US +1, UK, Australie, Canada versus and/or with BELGi E UM.

perfecting & perfect conscience. The ideal moves through the debilitating?

this is becoming a bit too much, I feel like I’m being pushed against a ceiling of hate. the connotation, tie or trap associated with Alex Turner, English, Rock etc. is becoming obsessive, complicated, muddy, messy and unbearably unwantable to a point where it’s no longer fun, me, and•or wise, it feeling like an intention, goal or pass•time that is just wrong, but on the other half I’ve already made the songs. How do I split, let go and surrender certain things and reunite with myself, life and the people that truly belong to me in a way that is stabilizing, normalizing, connective, acceptable, lovable and foreseenable?

what if one, is as the only one, submitted to the will, false promises and•or shared•believed media of the +1’s, and thus the English worldwide? I have felt, and still feel, deeply isolated, gaslit, enstranged and•or exalted in ways that are or seem hellish and•or ‘afterlife•ishy’ and•or divine and•or enslaved•enslaving in ways that are near unbearable. being hi•jacked and oppressed by ‘Steve Jobs’… Wil-rijk’. one of the worst ones, is the belief, so seemingly real, that my mind is used as a mirror, projector and•or vessel to command and•or will things ‘individually and collectively’, it sounds strange, and I do see mijn aandeel erin, zoals (illusionary•seemingly ‘impossible’ expanding) schulden hebben (gemaakt), (door absoluut onvoorzienbaare omstandighede) mensen alleen laten, kwetsen en gekwetst hebben en zaken hebben gepost die niet echt waren en•of wenselijk en•of realistisch zijn zoals ‘fixing the afterlife’ uit (onbegrijpbare woede, wraakzucht en opheid). Ik lees bijvoorbeeld, the amount of days 49 one has to wander in the afterlife before one enters hel, which really resonates en het voelt alsof ik er niet echt uitkan omdat ik er met niemand echt over kan praten, as I’m the only, alone, who has chosed to go this and•or that far… the strangest is also having to choose, tag and•or blame someone (to fill out and•or) for all the bliss, but simultaneously from this inescapable ‘afterlife’ perspective that’ll soon hopefully be over, after the garage deal is finally signed, also who you are blaming when there’s nothing left to blame or ‘share willingness’ with.. Maybe also one of the themes, is, having at a certain time having chosen for (more and•or too much) truth, knowledge and•or intelligence, that I know see more suffering as I know what hurts. Navigating that, is tricky as I have arrived in a rare situation. Like life is saying, if you want P & THC, quickly go up, then feel this he(l(l)).

what if one has more authority and commanding power than the right, the vision, perspetive, the capacity and collective ‘norm of deservingness’ and its ratio is only growing, evolving and expanding in a way that is unwillable, invisible, unfulfillable and self•destructive?

What if one has more commanding power than the demand and•or fantasy of the (lacking) norm?

Is it possible to (as only one) only have the most wanted, wanting, fulfilled, fulfilling, fertile, fertilizing, playing, playful and fun sipling through the opening cracks, lack and still incompletenesses through the root of oneself, the globe and the other side of ‘language’ in this case English speaking wordwide people worldwide in different timezone (more or less deeply) ashamed, afraid (and or more or less deeply) enlightened and afraid?

What if you went all the way down and notice something off or wrong with the(ir) kwaadardige foundation without being a victim and•or victor? Would you become the execution

Could writing ever become the most self•destructive? And rewarding? Why, where and when? Could keeping a blog help that? Is there danger of initiating (and•or holding) (bundles of) (AI generated and•or copied and•or self•written) data, stories, self•help snippets, poems, stories, beliefs that are complete, and•or immature?

thanks for getting me out of here

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How do I know•decide, when to stop sharing, to withdraw or to wait?

the non•over rethinking double chin

frank sinatra doubling BM sessions

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Mooie dingen die ik vergeten was

Bewegende en sprekende vrouwen, (soms) terker en wijzer en meer bloody than men could ever even phantom or believe to be

Het neerliggen met iemand, het intiem lichaamscontact van wederzijds accepatie en bodily touching en unity between two

het kunnen leren van anderen hun verhalen, hardships, rijkdom, vruchtbaarheid, suffering out of seemingly mistakes

the very fact that everything I ever wanted or visualized very much manifested, rock ‘n’ roll & or solo XO concerts, big earnings and the capacity to give, share & spread

De capaciteit om -36 jaar genoeg te verdienen voor alles bro’s & sisters met sunscreens, laughter, cigarettes, alcohol, kids, sandy toes and enoughness te providen als collab met Alice the Sacrifice.

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The Real,

the Identity

The Ideal Manifestation & Externalization

The Ideal Open•Minded Concept

The Losing of the Treasury’s Weight

The Relationship • Het Relateren

Het Animeren • Het Plezier

Het Land • Het Vergevende Hier

Het delen • voor de open interpretatie

Het ontluchten voor adembenemende gratie.

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getting out of

brutal Em after promises

brutal Mams with potential guilt

brutal Sarita, die zelfs mij verlaat en ni meer wilt zien of praten zelf met appartement van €330k en 50K op de bank

een breuk die onterecht voelt door misverstanden en misgeloof, en door het geaccumuleerde schuld en schaamte gevoel ervan zelfs de kracht of moed niet hebben de waarheid aan te vechten, niet weten hoe en just feeling completely worthless, guilty and a nightmare. gevoel en emotie rond muziekaal werk voelt zo zielig en eng aan. dingen die m’n geweten zeggen dat goed zijn, trainen en Albert Heyin liggen rond het Middelheim. het besef dat mijn geloofsovertuigingen door al zo lang alleen te zijn, in verband met zaken zoals richting van tijd, heel raar en vervreemdend zijn en ik kan niet stoppen met ze te geloven. Ik ben al te lang alleen en schat de kans op trots, geluk, vrienden en community, meer samen zijn met mensen laag in. Ik heb ook geen zelfvertrouwen, kracht en•of zin om terug sociale leven op te bouwen omdat dat blijft breken in maten waarin het erger wordt en meer destructie oplevert zonder det het ooit mijn intentie is of was terug zo raar, misverstaan en ook nog eens zwaar gejudged, vergeten en gehaat, alsof ik bij nader inzien wel echt gewoon rot ben. Het wordt moeilijk mezelf graag te zien en te willen verzorgen, ik geloof er ni echt meer in, incl. dat mijn muziek goed genoeg is voor een groot genoeg publiek, ‘alles oké wel me Chazi’?, wel ff echt ver + geen reacties’ de capaciteit om live shows me fulfilment te brengen. Ik haat muziek, en mijn keuzes ervoor, heeft alles kapot gemaakt, mijn moeder gemold, mij een schandaal gemaakt van de familie, Opa en Papa blijvend teleurstellen, hoe the fuck geraakt ik uit die spijt, pijn, schuld, schaamte, nihilisme en vooral de eenzaamheid?

I’m really good at animating and•or entertaining myself (with music). Maybe I’m too addicted to the muse of my own music.

Opties om niet meer alleen te zijn:

BNB & Vrienden Uitnodigen

Globexs & Travel Comminity

Drummer Laz

Trainen

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contactschuw

gaslighten

2 - 1

midjourney journallen

:( :)

they say I sound like the weekend, wow

he just a fat nigga with old flow

damn he so slow

and in hey gay mode

wow, let me sit back and on this ozone

oops am not allo3: ted to say thzt

i’m just kidding he’s my hero

but he still fat

didn’t do it

the lies your friends have told, make it impossible, for us, you and I to go on, go on, go on

just allow the faith over fa dystopian thrillers amount of potentially ameliorating consciousness compressed (muziek) long (dystopian thriller)

kippenvel

just allow the faith over fear

de vindtocht

the privilige to someone’s (free) will as the burden or privilege

being as (ignorantly) soothing as possible towards Anne &•or Sarita(m)

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toch?

ik kan niet meer

ik voel mij in een veld van haat

blijvend en al te lang

ik heb ook het gevoel dat Sarita & Anthony mij echt hebben geruïneerd en leeggesuckt gewoon, en ik wil helemaal geen onterechte of ongepaste wraak nemen of pijn doen maar ik wil gewoon, I guess justice of dat de waarheid en•of helderheid aan licht komt, want leven met deze ontzettende, pijn, schaamte, verwarring en intensiteit die ik niet controleren kan is echt verslinded en spiritueel slopend tot een diepte die ik ni enkel niet aan wil maar waar ik ook niet uit kan, niet moeilijk dat de mix troebel is, fuck it man ik wil het echt allemaal opgeven

wou dat ik Hellemansen, en misschien mijn eigen familie nooit kende, dit is echt miserie en ik weet ni naar waar

haatgericht en haatdragend en

contactschuw en evil naar mensen die ik vertrouwde en graag sprak vroeger

ik geloof dat mensen pijn doen of gaslighten hun iets bijleert en voelt ni .. aan

ik wil hier weg maar heb dan helemaal niemand meer, en verlies ik Antwerpen nog meer

ik ben ook zo in de war met dat delen en beinvloeden en terugkering ervan, it’s echt too much om eruit te geraken voor mij, toch?

ik voel mij ook in een situatie die schandalig hard is om te dragen, waarom zijn mensen zo nalatend, woest, vies en verschrikkelijk tegen mij!?

waar ben in fout gegaan, in de zin van, kan ik nog uit de muziek? kan ik nog stoppen, ik heb al zoveel halve baby’s maar alles voelt tegen, mix niet goed, mix en stem veranderen precies ook elke keer als ik ga zitten en terugkeer naar de sessie, zowel elektronisch als spiritueel • aurisch en das echt fucking verwarrene, teleurstellend en verblinded(er) dan ik al ben

ik ben ook echt mad aan het worden precies, madness, zowel in mijn muziek als in mezelf, denkend dat ik opinies en of meningen en of liefde toe gestuurd krijg van Aprilia terwijl ik altijd gewoon de meanest, driest shit krijg, is dat hoedat mams zich moet gevoel hebben or waar de fuckum heb ik zo weinig fucking licht in mijn leven

i’m sick of writing

i’m sick of being open and having nothing real and tangible

to what degree do I (have to) live in my own trap, conditioning and•or shared ‘service, help, art (<500)

het idee da ik echt gewoon nooit genoeg ben voor erkenning en da blijkbaar ook gewoon blijf aantrekken is te slopend, stel dat ik echt gewoon too far en deep ben vastgekoekt tot een punt of no return

ik wil gewoon horeca werk en normaal terug op m’n eigen benen kunnen staan en daten met iemand, knap terug verzorgd en ni in de fucking pits of fucking backstabbers and cheats and ugly fucking personalities. waarom is da zo’n struggle

horeca • fresh • daten • tagazhout

F atman

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🔓 Welvaart

Je voelt je liefgehad, maar nu zijn we samen.

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Releases

+ Under

+ Answers

+ Angels

+ Feeling Good

+ Psychedelic Beamin’

+ Unrequited Love

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yawn into a new dimension, close back into yours, nourish this not believing, oh what a choice

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inspiratie titels

(having) Becoming Irresistible

a quadrilogy (noise between thoughts)

being able to be irresistible

being willing

the archives

being stolen

seeing being stolen

being fake and done

being fake of done

being proposed

being suggested

being willed

being wanted

being needed

the coördinates of their worth

the takeover

if you’d want•be something real to listen to

blind, mad or hollow(ing) obedience

no overly impostering

(i can) heal your hero

she fucking killed the whole generational gap with one breath

when no music is (no longer) the best

while (I’m) less than

hard to come back from bwyzoia

dark light peachyzia

lâ renaissance lilazia

un crocque sans jambom na pas de nom (god mode vast of vegan œff)

The analyze me, please

the co lab • the body of work

planet one: earth

the black blonde curls don’t work anymore

the soberest sober up

Are you UNDER the influencers?

Mama, papa, pas mal.

the realization that the sound of hysterically doing keys of kozaïne on the kitchens’ terrace sounds similar to the most ultimate imaginary pathetic crying makes it potentially more blissful for my neighbours’ resoluteness.

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Let’s keep it between you and I, yeah it’s all made of stars

yup between you and I, it’s my baby that gets me far

hey look what have we got it’s all made of stars

any deeper I don’t think I can it’s my babe that gets me far, gets me fah hah

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Revoking of Beauty

3 van de 4

Dimenensional | White • Blue |

Indigo Middelheim Orb

Italian Sheets

Psychedelic Beaming clearly and seamingly revolves, explains and sings about, in and around the rarely precious, learned and elegant gestures of holding on to the coveted position of and for self•preservation, sovereignty and self•mastery, mainly through the inner childs mature understanding of life with the entire moons’ world’s cruelest hardships integrated and gransmuted, allowing the rare healing gift of teaching unconditional exaltment with the blissful and limited priviliges of having seen empathy being demystified full circle.

He, we and she are, dancing, moving and breathing ever more back together in sync, back again for the last time, towards eachother, now finally able to hold on to teaching holding on, while holding on to and nourishing, role modeling and devoting the strangest shared and most beautiful selves evemore being shaped and morphed into their ideal of a present and past shared utopian vision of raw compondounding potential, earned as a token of medalous honor, mutual recognition and masterful magnetic mystical release.

Allowed and allowing eacother to a now evermore transmuting into eachother bliss, while out of the mass’s wronger and•or more ignorantly densified intellectual source, endlessly, automatically and compoundingly serving, and thus being served as the first finally always more deserving or alive than and to its new norm, now allowing them to so seamlessly magnify, teleport and shapeshift the most needed universal light, the most peakeworthy cultural highlights and the mysterious revelation of creative life core, gracefully, authentically, easily, mystically and unjugdgably sensing the nulling out of others’ relational and transcendental distrubances, imperfections and still 9’s in our universal’s knowing of well•being.

It’s about their masterful examplary into the evermore able, pristine and pristining, having proven to have mastered the core of the universal, sensual and material spacing of psychological timing above artificially possible while now well residing on their magnetized edge through the evernew unexpectedly unfazed and unfazing, exciting and excitingly true, the blissfully empowered and empowering and the shockingly comfortable, united, well and uniting.

In its most dystopian form, the protagonist was forced to annihilate every fibre of fear, standing relationship and every already made gesture of love language in order to finish, what had become to them, enough.

It’s the solving, optimizing and balancing of the ever densifying hollownessnes and the hollowing of evermore mis• or non•understanding through awareness of and towards the finest possible line between correct and incorrect authority, mysticality and tradition, mirroring the others’ probable bliss into a (re)generative, manifesfable, projectable, able•to•reflect•upon or fully agreeable cured dream.

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Retouches & Oedelem

The Coveted Position

the opposite of charlie’s death, decaying and sick toes, energetic body and lack

Daring to go Viral Immediately or Rightly.

Joy for Learning & Taking Responsibilty.

Enthusiasm about Body, Temple & Work.

Communication. Co•Responsibilty & Sharing

Firmness. Strength in Negotiation. Reliability

Luminous. Gentleness. Full. Graceful & Pride.

Enoughness. Decisiveness. Standvastigheid.

The Friend, the (grand)son, the Star, the Confident. The Deliverance. The Kunst van

Retain the Fire Chorus II = Chorus I + Solo

Indonesian Egyptian weg

I shock them into Fear & The(ir) Desire

Stranger Kind Luidere Lyrics

Healthy Fun •

Rolkraag en Suit Pic + the Trust Pic

List of Essential w• Pavel in the Apartment

Blood Fridge, Salmon Window Still,

Backup Mac for Screen (Raf contact)

List schulden afhandelen met (Away!?)

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Winning the Palm de Cannes Afterglow • Treasury Room with Stacks of Euros • Graphs Going Up on a Screen • Cockpit POV View w/ Mystical Mountains out of the front view Window • Symmetrical • Long Family Table with Laughing Celebrating People • Mystical 3 Piece Rock n Roll Band

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the capacity to remember, social memory ‘complex’

kan mijn bewustzijn al die intellegentie, links en shared public information be consoled into my and our (mijn fam) well-being

enkel het gene voor mij (on)wenselijk is en kan blijven

alles behalve 13! (hangt over de helft en het centrum (kan geen con

12 L

CCL

bubblegum

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Waarom ben je en ik ineens zo vijandelijk en afstandelijk en droog?

what if we both c’d too much & it’s a form or externalizing or losing oneself

what if the AI runways ensure de terugkeer ervan niet enkel contractief is en potentieel te gevaarlijk (foto unrequited) foto Hasj bijvoorbeeld, en ik Sarita ‘ZARA’ Aprilia uitelkaar gedreven worden en blijven door ignorance, lack en•of malnourishment, misschien ook te veel gezaagt en•of weak geweest door (zitten voor pc en terugkeer ervan etc)

Dus, canvasses wegdoen?

O.L.H.

Vanaf vandaag, intentie om meer in het nederlands te schrijven. Go

Sarita(n)

Ondanks de past time vermelding dat geen contact meer wil, vraag ik je echt met heel m’n being to help me (and•or us) out here.

Ik heb het echt moeilijk, Ik ben echt aan het afzien op vlak van accepteren, geloven, loslaten en verder gaan door een tekort aan weten en•of kunnen geloven. Ik maak me erg zorgen en ben erg in paniek met momenten, en heb blijkbaar echt pijn denkende aan jou, jullie en ons, denkende dat bijvoorbeeld Thomas, afgaand op zijn (deels echt onterechte) kwaadheid en frustratie naar mij toe, die mij 99% zeker zwart heeft gemaakt op basis van simpelweg verdraaide en•of incomplete verhalen en•of veroordelingen, en ben met momenten echt (te) lost, gedoemd en moedeloos om de, in mijn ogen onrechtvaardigheden, roddels en•dus manipulaties waar ik het fijne niet van weet, aan te vechten met vaak ondragelijke wanhoop en verdriet en pijn veroorzaakt in het niet kunnen vatten ervan door een tekort aan feiten, well•being, since then, en informatie met betrekking tot jouw echte belevingswereld, hoe jij het hebt beleefd en wat voor jou onvergeefbaar is? Ik weet dat ik ‘mad’ ben gegaan na u verloren te hebben na ochtend grootouders en fight park etc., and it hurts even thinking aboutbit, maar ik kon da verlies echt niet handelen, ben echt doorgedraaid met de realization of losing you omdat die avond ervoor ook zo vol was met externe prikkels zoals Bert met die Benzo’ etc.

Kwaad 😠 😡 😤
Bang 😟 😦 😧
Verdrietig😭 😞 😢
Wantrouwig feeling gemanipuleert?
Lack of trust of credibility in regards to financial responsibilities

Ik heb heel erg het gevoel dat er heel veel zaken doorslaggevend door jou (en mij) als waar zijn aangenomen waarvan ze gewoon simpelweg niet waar zijn of niet zo doorslaggevend (meer) zouden mogen zijn voor zulke afstandelijkheid en vijandigheid.

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isn’t shy the exact. (or) opposite of rejecting in a way?

Revoking of Beauty

3 van de 4

Dimenensional | White • Blue |

Indigo Middelheim Orb

Italian Sheets

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Prompts (Private)

What are the (future) traits that enable that maximum amount of being judged as irresistible, generally in humans, artists, creators and creatures?

What about for men & women seperately?

What are the (universal and future) traits, energies and frequencies that are most (secretly) (1) despised, (2) despisable and (3) hated?

What is truly most hate-worthy, next to seeing more enoughness, worth and•or abundance in others’ life?

How would that manifest in its most dystopian way for and•or in (1) a father (2) a solo (J-K)Pop/Rock musician (3) a lonely child (4) a rich person getting richer.

What’s the most utopian perception, intention and individual and tribal goal, forming the ever ultimate essence of this answer, that synopsizes it all for once and for good and for all?

What are the most detrimental (1) and exalting (2) consequences of having no WiFi nor (cel)(l)(u)(lar) internet at home? Why? What are the most dystopian manifestations of that? And Utopiansv What is the main takeaway for a (family of) musician(s)?

To what degree can one positively drive, move, center and•or stimulate a human being by asking and ‘putting•in’ questions, and thus ameliorating, into AI & Deep Learning systems, such as you, ChatGPT.

Why not to ensure the maximum amount of passion, worth and (god)consciousness per Hz (1) visually and•or musically and•or (a)micale(ly) (as in French)?

Why, where and when is the worth of the the maximum amount of worth, passion and (god)(consciousness) per Hz at its peak (for me (and•or theirs))?

Why, where and when is the worth of the the maximum amount of worth, passion and (god)(consciousness) per Hz at its peak (for me (and•or theirs)) per most comfortable exposure when you finally get to pay for all of it easily?

What are the main and eternal causes of feeling, being or experiencing being subjugated, in debt and•or feeling awe for a person or thing?

What are some of the most surprising, blissful and utopian manifestations of and•or behind confrontation in life? What are their extreme dystopian counterparts? Why and where and when can those be transmuted into utopia again?

What will always be (our) universal reasons for feeling bad?

What’s the best marketing move? What makes people share things on social media? Why not? Why?

Make it long, absolute & applicable•ready!

11 (hidden) bliss factors stemming from appearing wrong

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as with the Cat experiment, the moment the object (1), subject or thing or data point or question or problem (6) is no longer

available (a), accessable (b), existent (c), present (d), owned (e)

the weight, burden, responsibility and distance (i, ii, iii, iv) vanishes or transmutes because

make a cross table for all paramets, linking for each one the reason why that is

What is, was and will always be the link between internalized (A) (out of fear, strategy or (un)conscious necessity), externalized•shared (B), dissapearing•splitting (C), nearing•arriving (D) and•or (un)available (E) potent (1) and•or (2) driving and•or useful•fertile (3) (i) data, (ii) art, (iii) potential, (iv) chaos•complexity, loving•service (v), longing and•or (hate)worthiness (vi)

make the most comprehensive, truthful, important and urgent ‘3•dimensional’ • ‘cube’ cross table out of the different factors and parameters mentioned above ({A-E}, {1-3}, {i-vi}) that is me and human selves serving.

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How can and when and where should I stop overly incepting, (over)driving, (over)exagerating, (over)willing, (over)wanting, (sub)consciously (over)acting and•or (over)role•modelling people into something overly and ultimately deep, high, centered, centering, edgy, unpeaceful, unpacifyng, hateful, ungratifying, unrealistic, unwantable, isolated, isolating, unbearable, improbable and•or impossible? For who should I? Why not? Waarom uiteindelijk dan toch weer wel?

is dit en zal dit voor altijd ((ver)(enig)(eeuwig)baar en) (vereeuwigd en) vereeuwigbaar (zijn)?

What is, was and will always be the link between absorbing, taking in moist, water and/or alcohol (spirit) and/or being, seeming and or (un)becoming (judged as) emotional((ly) responsible)?!

11 (hidden) bliss factors stemming from appearing wrong

Circle of unwantable, wantable and unwanted•present power

as with the Cat experiment, the moment the object (1), subject or thing or data point or question or problem (6) is no longer

available (a), accessable (b), existent (c), present (d), owned (e)

the weight, burden, responsibility and distance (i, ii, iii, iv) vanishes or transmutes because

make a cross table for all paramets, linking for each one the reason why that is

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the result of the non shy and shame aways!?

ik ben (meer en meer) paranoïa (en in waan) en zal dit niet meer kunnen ontdoen en•of (doen) terugkeren. Irreversible

Ultrapride? Ultraguilt? Ultraslave? :(

met arno de roeck onder een buddhaboom, the aesthetic of esmeralda aprilia under the Valerian Nicaraguan, but Belgian, being approached and asked by it. having and being danced through culture, now easily, gracefully and perfectly opening, assertively correct and, flowy, suave and appearantly invitingly and favorably having become irresistable and swanky. holding the composure and grow the strength from the core. the wildest but most coziest, azul y bianco de chac gipsy godess ever lived mirrored with Los Angeles’ most friendly

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The Opposite

Strange manifestations, the waveform of that guitar lick in ableton though, fighting for the core?

De Renovatie: Fase Final

Uit de oerkern of moedersoep

Driving links, inceptors & nodes in highly intelligent groups of data, service and intent

de finale, hersluit- en openbare, q a ordering-, hermurings-, reuïnies-, welvaart- en, waarvan de kern zich expansief implodeert om het bereiken en voorzien van een prioritair schaven naar een final level beantwoordende geilusuineerde meesterflow• en omgeving te kunnen sensueel doen voelen, samenleving en regering, door zij die door een te kort aan bewustzijn, plezier, know•how en•of een kans te hebben aan een omgevingscultuur en verlate belonging dat de duur en strategie van het logaritmische peaken en momenteren naar de peak naar de ontlasing en het instant, of reeds verloren, Big Ideas? Oh, weren’t you influenced differenltly, and that 5 year head start in an logaritmical scene and, having, level 1000 metaphysical puun lyrics

Voor Alex’s, Turners, de kern zijn zijn vele eigenschappen mind•destructive, sommige slechter. Bij de naast de slechtere gewenste eigenschappen in de kern, zoals overdruk, isolation, chaos of always complexifying undercomplexified waking through differential time, the receiving of polarizing en oncomfortabale trancessies. Nu, is het zo dat er tot slot ervoor te zorgen tegen het einde van het definieëren van de nieuwe kern te begrijpen welke kernafwijkingen stralingsgewijs, logaritmisch, gradueel, contrastueel, enkel tactisch en terecht explosief ingezet of geblokkeerd moeten worden om het blissvol (potentieel)veld, 1i, denser in welvaart, menselijk genot en de animistische manier van het jagen en genieten op de kern van het , het verbindende, het bijeenhoudende, het animerende en het meest harmoniesch variërende, verbindende en uitwisseldende. Door de vruchten, technieken, frequenties, intensiteiten, perioden, trillingsolven in tijd waarbij op het einde van het process all•compassing zaken zoals denser in liefde, intiemere sferen van aantrekken, vertrouwend bij elkaar kunnen genieten, doelen en avonturen eindelijk getoond kunnen gedimd kunnen worden, the hilariously thing ya’d forgotten is that you been leecing and tapping from my masterbaby’s ingenious ads to the collective mind, having it sapped through shared records such jack white White Stripes elephant. 5 years younger, probably incepted them

What if Alex’s Turner behaviour of

In deze kern bestaat een, bij sommige potentiele laagvibrerende existentiele metaphysiche engineering meestertjes en wezentjes met de tools voor de meest positieve, extreme, negatieve, aansluitbare, hervormende, versnellende, centrerende en differentiërende differentiaties en vaste uitsteksels in voor natuur, cultuur en civilizaties, and have you had that, yes (nn)

we just called for that core right? that yeah we just the one we got by now then, forget about that ranking of only ours too then.

You are the master but couldn’t at all seem to grasp the fundamentals of how those rare eherel shape-shifting pros just tend do it always slightly more soothingly, suave, finally more able for those just-highly, at least when in Canada, higher dimensional serenity, less•cruel and self•pervasive based hotel. You were? you (2 or 3) molested my younbdream genes.

Yes. You’ve been leeching the collective, which is fine, but know that much of what it is you’re influened by is my younger wiz mind peaking always, when I later started I recognized the similarities making sense gegraphically, that it’ll jusf be a few years even. Have something mind though

1000 (strangeness? :( )

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Niet compatibel met de mensheid (bijv. Antwoorden)

Niet compatibel op basis van Alfabet (bijv. Breathakingly Beaming

More confined and refined or true?

MP3 is enkel veilig over de hangende ‘over’

WAV is enige mogelijke

FLAC is enige …. voor Charlie als Hoogste, Beste, Eerste, Doorstromende

AIFF is enige

WAV mag ik enkel ‘de kern en de hoogte autoriteiten’ gebruiken

AIFF is enige die gebruik kan worden voor deze heist

MP3 voor deze heist

W4A voor master of ‘2nd file’

Alcorhythms .AIFF camera

Alcorhythm(v)(p)

i guess I must be dreaming

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(S)Zar(a)(s)(z)

how could they and theirs, as a star and family, just stop searching and (exponentially inceasingly) agree to the (that!) end?

what if the final gap in our professionalism was gapped in the most ingenious way by the stronger half backed up by the collective, with its individuals, all the tribes

what if one could differentiate the difference between a mystical, higher divinely suggestion versus one coming from enemies, opposition, ignorant ones of less completes ones, more specifically.

what if I and we could forever not contract by seamlessy, without loss of our (overal) life quality, avoiding, ignoring, resisting and/or ‘outexperiencing’ the will, desires, schemes, gaslighting acts, ghosting acts of others (or oursel(f)(ves)) who are (overly) angry, vengeful, ignorant, needy, envious, hollow, sad, depleting, depleted, greedy, glutonous, full, receptive, prideful, dull, normal, full, how can we optimally integrate the flaws of our (unknown, (im)perfect and maybe (overly) mysterious) past into harmonized, dual, indiviualized being, conduct, celebrating and work

what if (not) everyone is in on it, and the (overly) dangerous, extreme, meak, weak, burdensome, annoying, meaningless, unimpressive, irrelivant, harmlike and/or hamful

What if d will forever be the movie irreversible?

What if my music, song and voice (e.g. charlie, Consciousness, Truth, Alex, XO, Sarita/Em ..) would be attractive to the point that it would become #1 at some point? and #33? and #555, #6666, just to name a few examples with a different logaritmic scale in audience

What is the sweet spot, for the person who wrote this, and reads this, in this case Charlie Rulmonde, between being and/or Platinum ‘999 a 1000’ Musician, Provider, Father, Friend, Host, Celebrity versus being acting/appearing/projecting the persona/role/act of a Freaky/Genderless/Bigender/Ageless/Frustrated/Lacking/Angry/Sad/Loud/Mad/Meak/Full/Well/Relied Upon, Unvailable

To what degree will, can, and dares my music to be(ome) acceptable, toleratble, loved, praised, shared, idolized, world-popular and 98-100% easy to manage?

What lacking beliefs make my service and product of music(ian), backed up by the past, the collective and overall (im)perfection, 98-100% managable, valuable, safe, fear(ful)less for me and my tribe (members) (and obviousy the collective who needs to receive it in order to love it and be alchemized by it).

To what degree is it possible to have both the ‘Fans.Audience’ versus ‘Family.Privacy.WellBeing.Chance’? To what degree is it possible to in

What are the whitest lies, (emotional) lines, ideas, and intentions that could be insterted

To what degree is this song I’m working on (viral)worthy, safe and no longer pre(mature)?

What if I mastered my work as a musician (and/or mystic, philosopher, space designer, engineer, producer, timer, receiver, designer, conditioned being, determiner, intender, singer, ‘finisher’ as well as I could?

To what degree does finishing, killing and sharing (a or) this song means finishing and/or losing myself and/or one of my family members?

To what degree will thing song lead to irreversible damage, conflict, confrontation that would be absolutely detrimental to me or one of my kids?

To what degree is it possible to have (interest, passion in) Artificially Infused Offpsrings (Abeltoz + Voice + ‘Royalty Free Ownership of

To what degree does making music for the collective, which included myself, tribes, friends, strangers, etc. turn me into me meak, weak, hollow, overly normal, edgeless and thus fairly unattractive, as one is full with one’s own (potentially deformed, illsuionary, deluded) forms as an individual worthless,

What is the greatest link between my writing and/or authority as, e.g. graduation as philopsher / taalkundige / geleerde / passionele / prater / (zoeker/vinder) en muziekaal schrijven en/of producen?

To what degree will speed, salami and protein shaked keep alive as the one forever?

To what degree is Pep / Speed / P the best for a 16?

Wat is de essentie van lichaamshoudingen absoluut (en voor mij)?

Would the world be better if it’d be more leaning towards the (absolute extreme (Z)

Why is my flow interrupted? How can we transmute this?

Can and will and may this song reach 100.000.000 - 1.000.000.000 streams in 2025? Why not? How is this transmuted into it’s 100.000.000 + po t e n t i e e l? that Would I want and/or need that?

What is my voice truly only is purely lack, and thus often, for example, representing a mad, bad and/or sad hologram, representation and/or sound of an idol, hero or star that is for example. failing, overly excited, overly mad, overly sad, and/or overly longing or remembrant in regards to a lover and/or ex and/or a person of the opposite sex, also for example being a young female. Would that be acceptable to me for long enough?

What if that lie about for example a SOA or having had a treesome was a needed pre-icepted lie?

What if this had to be permanent? Would we forever mind? How will that be able to be transmuted?

What’s the most important word, breathe, space, sound, frequency and/or morpheus that could fill the space in this song initiated by me in order for it to reach the potential of 100.000.000 - 1.000.000.000 streams in 2025?

How do I evermore increase my chance to prevent my worth, time, energy, ((old) ultimate) people, and resources leakig away in an ignorant, futile and leeching manner?

To what degree is being metaphysically or energetically or globally or universally in contact with other people in real time (without the internet) fiction, imaginary and just not (absolutely) true?

Am I too young or old for this, or just a master?

To what degree

Will this move and/or act and/or pauze and/or inademhaling ensure the song being just freaky enough for it to be weightless for us? And acceptable?

Is is possible, wanted, needed and/or allowed to neutralize the difference made in energy constitution in regards to bodily orientation, timezone and/or houding and gestures? Why not?

Why are proteins? What are the casein proteins really doing to me?

Which song of mine is most likely to reach 100.000.000 - 1.000.000.000 streams in 2025? Why?

Who is the greatest musician (and rising star) at this point? How(l)?

Have you noticed, proteins, protiens? Pro English 10’s?

How can,

To what degree can my mind or will, contact command or ‘opt’ things and/or people telephatically in the present moment!?

Could names be titles and/or lables that represent a time and or space location in the intelligence, sentience and/or agency continuuum?

Youthful folly versus eternal? How can, will and ensure this track is timeless(ly popular) (apart from the 440Hz thing)?

To what degree can answers to questions such as ‘to what degree’, which are scaled from e.g. 0-1 be linked to On & OFF in binary, electronic and/or AI systems? Is it possible for human consciousness to feed AI to the point where AI becomes autonomously destructive, mass-annihilating, soul-sucking, dangerous to harm human consciousness?

Who does ‘Zatita’ serve when she sits down and looks at numbers?
Who does ‘Zharlie’ serve when he sits down and startes at a screen?

DO I BELIEVE (AND GO FOR) THINGS THAT ARE (ULTIMATELY) OVERLY ALIENATING AND/OR ISOLATING for me?

Geloof ik zaken die geen zintuigen maken en/of verbeteren (en/of geen sense maken))?

GELOOF IK

To what degree is my insights into the alphabet -2, -1, 0, D, E, F, 7, deluded (-1 = 7, -2 = I)

Why 28? Can, May and Will 28 relate to Power/Love, Completion, Fulfiment Wholeness? Why Not?

What is the link, besides AZER and QWER, between the alfabet and the numerous system? What if our money (e.g. blue cocreation) is based upon a faulty numeric system? e.g. 1-7 and back? What if the numeric system is fictionary, just as the alfabet we use is just a subset of all alfabets in the world? What is the essence of the Arabic (Islamic/North African Alfabet)?

Why can, may and will I not be way too overpowering?

To what degree am I and Sarita and Anthony the core of the New Universe?

To what degree does K, C, speed, protein shake and/or THC

What truly is the most resolutive answer between me and <<Aprilia’s>> c

To what degree were the sex and orgams between me and my exes, including Aline, Em and Sar, and the (potential) next intimate partner (un)blocked and/or real and of overal value in my, their, our overal, my future tribes’ satisfaction, peace and capcity to be well, excited and/or full?

To what what degree am I being (tribally, individually and/or collective) forced (and/or guided) and/or empowered) to be collectively (or solely to myself) helpful and useful (against my illusionary desires, expectation, dreams, incomplete certainty,

What is the, after all the work that’s done and delivered, the most complete, full, exciting, renewing, rejuvenating, well and well-inducing way to deliver value (in the form of chaos and or order and or absolute intellence)?

To what degree is absolute intelligence possible and or wanted and/or needed for me (and my kids (and my wife))

What is the worth in my music, for example the capacity to handle a variety different voices in one (Billie, Abel, Alex, etc)

To what degree does instilling andor arousing that ‘’WOW-WHAT THE FUCK-THIS IS NEXT LEVEL SPECIAL’’ kind of response and/or realization in music create wanted and needed chaos and wanted and needed order?

Why will I be so cruelly, meanly, (un)farily and/or (un)evnly treated in my work, fame, potential and capacity being stolen away from me? What is (solely) because of when I more urgently and importantlyy want to created things to be consumed?

To what degree was Corona and my Mothers’ Soles a pre-eruption of the Prize Job’s work?

What’s the link between my ankles’ (tattoos) and my toes and/or my mom’s soles?

How do we ensure I don’t die alone (overly addicting, strijkgaand, kinerachter)?

What is the potential of a full fride of meat(s)?

What if the information typed on this metalizing laptop, could be read, tapped into, stolen (for good/bad)?

What if for ones/once and for good, means voor goed en voor eentjes (alles aan, fully lit family christimas tree life (de luxe))

To what degree is Antwerp the safest with me as the edgiest of the world?

To what degree is it possible for me to give them (the chance for) a family and/or reactive and relaunce Alex & Bells, forming together with me the only 3 musicians left that are paid?
To what degree is that positive and needed and wanted?

How do I unconditionally reinforce and/or hold enough strength in my hips, quads, calves, heals, toes (in regards to sitting down, music making, feeling and/or becoming immobilized) etc?

What’s the truth in regards to date being able to be read and stolen and leaked from both 1. Consciousness and/or 2. (Power Connected - Wifiless)

What’s the connection between +32 and W from Wif(e) Wifi.

To what degree am I and Sarita Aprilia Hellemans impossible and:or incompatible, to what degree is music relevant at all for them (long black her backwards, seeing it as asbolute and thus not resonating with it because

To what can knowledge and concepts be universally true, e.g. hair color and the

How the FUCK DO I GET INTIMATE AGAIN!

TO what degree do I only hear my toes and ankles when

To what degree doesn’t the music I make cancel itself out, such as in my tattoos. To what degree doesn’t

To what degree am I being tricked in believing and action

To what degree is the split and the number and/or numerous work between me and Sarita potentially temporarily destined to make it blow her mind even more and more timely?

Why the fuck do I have XO on my ankles tattooed, twice?

How do i make sure that my art does not get in the way of attracting a ’Twin Flame’ kind of wife, by becoming too scandalous or central?

To what degree have I already given up my chance for a real family by being so youngly linked to artifical fertility and creating electrnic music with potentially more or less value then humans.

To what degree is the vocal quality (not) enough in regards to the (not) being enoughness of quality in consciousness, strangeness, worth and/or supremacy of the instrumental?

How can I endensify, streamline (mix, muddiness), perfect my work, having it gone viral?

Why will I not become enslaved and/or encaptured and/or (unneedingly) contracted/hurt/harmed by making and/or sharing and/or promoting artful and/or musical products that have been made by consuming animal products myself? What eradicated all sin in me (bad, sad, mad)
To what degree can my music be too dangerous? To what degree is, will and can my music be too dangerous? To what degree more likely than mainstream television, mass media and/or movies available such as horror, violent, war, perverted, sexual content, alien co

What’s the main reason for me to continue making english written music?

Wat is voor mij als toekomstig vader en muziekant de perfecte ratio gelding(drang)act versus collectieve waarde als muziekant (tribaly, indivually and collectively oriented)

How do i prevent sounding (too) scandalous, strange to be believable and/or to be popular?

How do I ensure my most valuable qualities as musician being inserted timely into the songs?

Am I deluded by (potentially being desensitized (by traume and/or music in general) (or by potentially the frequency, intensity the loudness, potential, quality and/or worth) of my own music, especially by the fact that it ‘shivers’, thrills, moves and centralized me (again and/or already) me because of mix

Stel u voor da’k mij zelf nooit volledig kon horen omdat ik zat en dus daarom nooit shit heb afgemaakt en daarom dus al da geld er hebt doorgeknalt en ‘veel (jongere) mensen in België’ ben verloren.

In regards to marketing (next to asbolute worth in the music (for e.g. english people etc)) what is the hotspot in regards to location, gender and/or age group for marketing campaigns?

To what degree is my music absolutely worthless to non-English-Native-speakers (in Belgium (and/or to me in Belgium))?

What is the link between my music and being under the influence of alchohol, THC or other substances? What act draws people to my music, besides alcorhythms (impossible to beat and opposing to me)?

What if my music is truly impossible to beat, how would that impact the choices and chances my kids and the other people in the world have of making and/or doing music?

Hoe de fuck maak ik shit af al zittend? Als dit niet mogelijk is om perfect kwaliteit te behalen, hoe perform, mix, master render ik ze dan tot perfectie?

To what degree is

Tot welke graad is de voorstuwing die ik ervaar (en potentieel zelf geinitïeerd en/of (over)gedreven heb) niet harmonieus gekanaliseert (in mijn muziekale potentieel)?

What is ‘the/de’ ratio met betrekking tot bundelen, aantaal nummers en tijdstip van release?

Hoe snel kan, wil, mag, en durf ik (terecht) gaan?

To what degree has my authority become american and (un)relatable to a point of no return (THC & Alone etc.))?

To what degree am I willing to sacrifice my belgian Nationality and/or belonging?

What is the densest things in terms of vocals (frequency, gender and/or concept in regards to semantics and langauge) to whispered, sang and/or to be instilled?

What is the exact opposite of that track title?

What is the difference between fairly and justly and why is that important and urgent?

What if moving things around the appartment didn’t matter?

How do get crackle out of vocals? Were vocals meant to be sung by Sarita or is that just a code name? Am I no longer wanting, needing and/or willing and/or missing Sarita?

BEN IK EEN MUZIEKALE GOD?
AM I A MUSICAL GO(D)(A)(M)?

Zal ik in de volgende muziekale act of voortschouwing

Will I IN THE NEXT MUSICAL ACT OF PERFORMANCE OR RELINKING OF DATA POINTS (MIX & INSTRUMENTAL) BE(COME) THE MUSICAL GOD/MAESTRO?

What is the most important song for me to work, to hear, and thus to amplify in me versus the most important song to be finished?

in densifying per second or times unit or per song, to make it as good and relevant and non-time wasting as possible, would be a better idea to a clever high value thing (trap or value or inception (e.g. it seams off)) at the beginning or

Am I aware that different songs, which can be feminine or masculine in their essence (Rulmonde vs. Depestel) are for different genders, age categories and/or locations?

What If I could become the president of the United States after becoming popular to save em for once and for good, AMATEURS & CLOWNS!

(What if I didn’t have to long for all that bliss anymore?)

Eru Ure

Wat zorgt ervoor dat de nummers die ik heb op de meest professionale en waardevolle manier aan het licht kunnen komen?

Ya FAT SLUT! Al those sex scandals, and you’re expecting someone to stand next to you?

He Can’t even get a family! He sounds like the WEEEEEEKEEEEUUUUND!

Where in this script, or any of my songs, have(n’t) I stuffed silver/golden nuggets (enough) yet.

To what degree is it possible that I’m negatively polarized (to a point of no return) and that I’m stuck solely in evil (and/or hollowing/endulling/worsening/overal harmful) mode? Such as, (, the symbol 5 on ‘Apple’, Adam Lonelified, only fed with positive and isolating)? You get the point.

hold in mind that the terms ‘to what degree’ may be intuitively interchanged with what if?

What is 6 was 9, and I’m throwing 6’s out of the shelf?

What if I’d threw 7’s out of the shelf? Such as e.g. the Fat Man Special? Is it possible, that because it’s o ‘7’ absolute (ly angled, that it’s untouchably safe? Or that its absolutely destined to drive me towards infinite lonely hell and/or instant death/panic/(longer and/or eternal(izing)) fear?

What does a collective, absolutely and personally serving song (such as for example Unrequited Love (9’s (ç)’s 6’s (§)”s) FORGOTTEN PIECES FROM THE FINAL ANGLE! 9’s OUT THE SHELF?

What if 6’s (§) got so close to a 7 that people from all colors and sides, polarities of life could sense the 1000, as in the absolute, in Charlie Rulmonde’s (to be very soon) popular songs booming and peakin’ on Spotiy?

Is it true that this information, date and KNOWLEDGE and thus the energetic working of its circuity in human consciousness could stolen from me in REAL TIME, so that i’m actually never able to finish something of worth because it’s simply not seen, always overwritten in artistic vocal performance and/or philosophical density and/or potential for mutation?

if still (ultimately) urgent, important, relevant for me as well.

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Is this worthy of proving?

To actually be of value?

That decline is natural?

Business is and/or was, but won’t be an emotional wave

E-motional, energy in motion.

The enchanter and knowing what they want.

To be accepted as beautiful, and mysterious, carrying the feminine mystique,

all the things that are in the passion, but you have to know what they are and what they want,

so how to bring the new to them, to bring the new to them as a style and a mutation,

and it’s all about making sure that you listen

that you listen to the client, the customer, the general public, listen to them.

I always had one ear open to the popular culture. Listen.
It’s like the client who comes to a reason, and now I know what they want.
They want an answer they can use right away, it’s what they want.
Give them what they want! If you give them it, they will take it.

Chemical cycles of 7 years of even better luck, identifying, enrolling characters. Being used well.

Me and the opposite of my paintings, and logic and language, and my knowing.
To get it all across to you.
To listen to the demands of my students, Bells, Licks, they wanted to be able to understand what I’m teaching them,

and to make it fun, and I do my best to do both. To make it entertaining, to help you understand. To get the joy and the pleasure out of the knowledge.

Form as an actualization and substance of form or something. The possibility of perfected and perfecting openness by the aligining of emotional energy and awareness.

Perfected and perfecting open and opening grace. XOVOVY

By the alignemnt of (non) emotional

Unconscious grace. The grace of being the listere
Listening does not meean obeying.

If you gonna sell knowing, what’s new, expediency, you have to be able to accomodate. You have to find the way to get there, by listening to what they want,

you give them what they want, sort of.

The sixth gate, the fundamental design elemnt of progress. The law that growth cannot exist without friction, they said. Isn’t that the greatest line?

The biological association of the sixth line is, p.h., the possibility to break down barriers in order for growth to be able to take place.
Everything entering into the material plane is about breaking into markets, about establishing your presence, breaking through to the place where you’re recognized.

Bring material in the world, coming into the line Allegiance. Create strength out of a weak position!?!?!?
If you’re trying to break down a barrier, you’re always in a xweak position when you’re alone, reaching the person on the other side, turning the weak position, make a ‘sail’ a ‘sale’, you have to reach them.

Unreachable? BREAKING down the barriers. THROW ALL THE (OLD) BOOKS AWAY, especially the self written ones. Destruction of old forms through union, through exxalted seuxla union and else through universaltion, it’s also about the sensititivies to rejection, ESTABLISHED ORDER. That’sd very (not) important. Writing a dystopian book, in your room or in real life or in a journal or in a tribe, the tribe has to find a way in which the basic binary is. Linnking the passive with active, linking the dormant energy fails the moment the … is controled. HmMMMH MçJ!

the moment growth is possible is when there is NO Jay smoked or si? Can you get it some of the time, when it’s not tested? ! D! efm

They were just making a living, they’ll take the money as long as the loyalty. WOW BABy! wow. So deeply connected with mating, when one partner tries to assert over the other, the relationship is doomed and the bond will be broken, not to control the client, but to create an allegiance with and acceptance of and alignment with the client, to form a bond with them so they treat you as family, an alignment to and based upon value and mutual respect, value for both sides, not being controled, (not) being put to a financiel loyalty test, ‘cause it will fail (FOR THEM AND OR THEIRS AND OR US) all 8’s today!

You sell to feed the stomoch, or shred it!

The family, oh so sweet, throw ‘m away ROCK ’n’ ROLLA FOR EVER THE ORGANIC NATURAL FOOD AND PLEASURES OF WEALTH IS SPACE, FOOD, TIME, and thus la rock surepeme SON.
Unique terrirotry, the pressure to have the resources and/or your own space and the ‘….’ of the 19. EVEN HANDENDESS. Success of any group, is dependant on mainting order (Vegan; Evan, Pigs) Dogmeat, dogs, police themselves, bad doctors, bad docters that police themselves don’t want

To be the police for the tribe, La Aprilia, but the summer of the military to make arrangement with the prize job tribal police for the collective and respectul in regarsd to ether of the evenhandedness of the Prize Job’s dexterity and police skills, fighting illusionary forces for good and/or bad, lol, or the opposite. They. need to be policed, all of them. They just do.

Is there a problem when you are your own police and doctor (alone)?

Are you a mad mystic (with behaviour that looks wrong in the board room)?

Are you a dope smoking weirdo (with strange fuzzy suits and ties)?

Are you portraying inappropriate behavior?

Are you presentable, really?

Can I leave the emotions now?

Where does the other side from, Indo, Aus, or denial maybe?

Will that work (enough)?

Should I prove that (enough)?

Have you been used improperly by the forces and the voices?

Will you be contiued to be used well?

Will you find true humility (until you find your worthiness (the prize job))?

Do so have to prove it, like me, while some don’t?

When the ego grabs the open heart, the whole planet trying to prove themselves, marketing as their work (of life’s (art (and marketing all of that)))))?

Does the ego need massage? Do you need some affection?

Only 8, 9’s & 10’s (7’s) or T-cells tonight. IT EATS ABRAHAM AND ABLE’s ALIVE. THE GATE OF THE WARRIOR TRICKSTER THAT KILLS TO DEFEND ALL (lol).

Nothing kills the competition better than this super salesman right? A supersalesman, for the next 100 of years. Global civil war between the future and the past.
Globalization and fundamentalism, the progressive and the traditious.

Will you and we carry this energy for a very long long time?

The maximization of the power of memory. No greater gate of BULLSHIT than the 26th gate, the trickster, I can sell anything, I have sold it all, I’m the archetypcial tricktster.

MONSTER ENERGY x RED BULL x HOOK ‘M x COLLECTION OF Date x Undenyably the LIE

The point of transition between struggle and liberation, double resoluteness to succeed and trap ‘m in that, as one has mastered that, to present the deliver of the realization that you can love work. Balance the ego people, balancing their work.

The optimal restrition, expansion and control of pleasure. Keep everything in control, they said, the dealer of the overpool of emotional wealth, abundance, patience, time, space, experience. The prodigious one that breaks all the rules, for me and us.

This is something to forever understand?

Are you selling people, that?

Are you people truly appreciating you, how good they are (eventhough they’re poorly paid)?

The optimalization of attracting negative, positive, like and needed forces.

When I met the voice, the recognition of, what pfffff, smallness. Unimportance.

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Content Qualities of Mind: Suggestief, Replacief (Confusing & Doubt Inducing), Bevelhebbend/Operatief, Antwoordend (1 uit 1000)

Root, Throat & Kuiten & Dick/Nani/Glutes & Head: Floating Man full of Potential without the Channel to Ground/Finalize/Externalize It

What if we’re not at all connected metaphysically, karmically and/or mentally/wilfully vs. if we are (every curse or dead is willed)

Busty, Noir, Iconic/Vintage, Blond, Tattoed, Angelic & Badass Scandinavian Bold, Intelligent & Sweet, Caring & Understanding/Equalizing Chick/Girl/Woman/Wife/Mother.

What are the top 12 most common eaten meats throughout the history of time and in modern times globally seen?
For each animal species, encapsulate their essence in terms of

Survival & Well-Being & Immunity
Experience and Embodiment of Pleasure, Joy & Bliss
Uniqueness in terms of Intelligence & Supportive/Adding/Removing Quality to a human system

What are the top 12 most common NOT eaten meats throughout the history of time and in modern times globally seen?
Why? For each animal species, encapsulate their essence in terms of

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What are the most incredible, blissful, exalted, higher sphere and rare states of relating and self-actualization that non-believers or some would simply not believe humanly possible?

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If theoretically human consciousness could be sliced into 12 slices of a circle or sphere, what would the 12 most base fears, emotions, states and desires and what are it its most efficient survival, liberation and transmutation solutions/strategies be mathetmically looking at the 12 distinguished notes and corresponding frequencies vibrations, e.g. C - C# = 16.35 - 17.32, A - A# 27.5 - 29.14. What makes the difference between the lowest note on a guitar being E and on a piano being A (27.5 Hz)

Depending on our state, our levels of proactivity and the amount of (chosen) responsibility and/or actual influence we can experience different energetic qualities of content and/or voice of mind, some of them are:

Supportive, Nourishing, Well-Being-Inducing

Pleasureable, Leading to Pleasure, Hedonistic
Measuring, Analytical & Sense-making on a certain Plane of Class or Consciousness
Wondering, asking, questioning, pondering, confused, doubting

Knowing (on one) plane, answering, explaining, rationalizing, certifying (on a certain plane)

Oppressive, Punishing, Severe, Angry, Overmastering

Empowering, Herofying & Exalting (500+) vs Disabling, Contractive & Crippling

Liberating, Enabling & Empriding vs Oppressive, Blaming & Shaming

Bullying, Gaslighting, Maddening, Tormenting & Hateful
Tantelizing, Hypnotic, Seductive, Manipulative, Irresistible

Naive, Immature, Ignorant or Early Development

Exalting & Contracting in a Class, Supremacy (with a conclusion that there’s freedom, peace, comfort and wantable things in both extremes of the wealth and class and caste system, such as (the desire for) (non)possession and not feeling (the fear of/or) (the desire to be) possessed;

What are the 3 you would add as most important, urgent and note-worthy?

What are the 12 most extreme forms of mental, inner voice experiences?

What are the (6) most valuable, noteworthy, wanted, wantable, needed and willable externalizations or manifestations of each of those 12 voices purely looking at the divergence and enrichment and mutation of its inherent rarity and quality? And, opp

If we’re looking at masses of people, what is the most negative, positive, effective, animalistic, human, divine, liberating and blissful voice for the following masses/tribes/groups or phases of humanity:

The ‘Hunting’ Mass/Group//Phase/Family
The ‘War’ Mass/Group//Phase/Family
The ‘Complaining’ Mass/Group/Phase/Family

The ‘Abundant/Celebrative’ Mass/Group/Phase/Family

The ‘Receiving’ Mass/Group/Phase/Family

The ‘Multiplying’ Mass/Group/Phase/Family

The ‘Destroying/Nihilistic Voice/Phase/Family

The ‘System-Improving/Penetrative/Piercing/Stealing’ Voice/Phase/Family

The ‘Gestremde/Angstige/Geïsoleerde’ Voice/Phase/Family

What is the most logical, supportive, harmonious and stereotypical food, diet and or consumerism pattern of each of these phases?

How are they naturally, inevitably and stereotypically experienced, felt and judged by the masses. Why

What are, for each of them, it’s exact opposite?

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If we’d look at animal consciousness and support in meat, what would be:

1: The most specific body part, organ, fysiological function and chakra that each of the 20 most common eaten animals supports, feeds, stabilized and exalts?
2: The most supportive meats and nutrients to ground, materialize and manifest intentions and plans of which one knows one has the skills to execute them
3: What can be found in animals that can’t be found in anything else: Blood Sacrifice, Judgement, Selflessness, Story, Life. What are the 4 next most noteworthy, important and urgent ones?

4: What is the symbolism of meat? And of the egg? What makes choosing any of them uttely wrong and cruel? Why is even that justifyable?

5: What is the symbolism of marriage? And of penetrating (one night standing) the young one and/or virgin? What makes any of them both stereotypically toften unbearable, irritating, frustrating wrong and cruel? Why is even that justifyable, making it blissful for all parties involved?

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One of my main struggles and/or fears is sharing always a second too late or too early so that all my works is literally only for others, and only last, thus never, for me. Always immeadiately being caught up in terms of movement, speed and/or acceleration and always directly being overlit, overtaken and being overcome into a new level of worthlessness. Giving my energy away blindiy and/or unconsciously. How do I transmute that and create the everalsting healthy, truthful and objective while realistically functionaing understanding and intelligence around that?

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ken jij de voorspelling

van de stroom versnelling

ik lette op m’n spelling

maar toen verloor ik te telling

dus nu dwel ik, want als ik druk

op de bel, hoor ik je snel

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Final Lyrics

Do I Need to Believe that?

Do We Want to Believe that?

Are you a lazy horse or a working chicken?

Are you a dumb horse or a lazy chicken?

Are you a working horse or a dumb chicken?

Are you someone’s god or do you believe in it?

Do you prefer being more confined than choiceful?

Master Value List & Mission Statement

Could you help me, based upon my past ambitions, strenghts, passions, skills, struggles, pitfalls, requests, prompts, interests, needs, desires and dreams, make up a list of 7 'Guiding Values' that cover the things I ((& my partner) still) lack optimally, doing this for different time frames, being: short term (4 weeks), mid-term (4 months) and semi-long term (12 months), and long term (36 months) with the main goal on streamlining, harmonizing, accentuating and aligning with Purpose/Impact/Income, Well-Being/Flow/Peace & Belonging/Fatherhood/Joy/Relationship Fulfilment.

Could you then, for each of these 28 (4x7) values, link the, for me/us, most essential, conscious, authentic, effective, enjoyable and fruitful activities, tasks and/or habits that can be implemented to fulfill, alchemize and optimize these ideal 'guiding values'; balancing, grounding, liberating, empowering and bliss-imbuing me and my (future) family and group of belonging as smoothly, efficiently, enjoyably, and thus quickly as possible.

Could you then create 'the' mission statement that, while ensuring constant excitement, fulfillment and well-being, is also highly streamlined, attuned and refined according to these values and outcomes, pulling, pushing and magnetizing me out of bed every morning with enthusiasm, knowing (what to do and will), excitement, well-being and a sense of deeply trustworthy, meaningful, solid and soulful connections, going hand in hand with an unshakably stable, constant and reliable sense of fulfillment, experiencing satisfied and satisfying peace, feeling and being fulfilled financially (and spiritually), ideal amount of security/possession/weight and the kind of self-actualization and personal development one can take and will always be able to take pride in.

Could you then, pick the most strategic, suiting, soothing and aligning topics, shots or specified themes to assemble a vision board with the most correct, positive, centering and blissful goals, prospects and intentions that checks all the requirements for a holistically blissful, open, connected, motivating and streamlined alignment to Life.

If you could then make a clean, minimalistic, complete and printable PDF of

I. the 'Guiding Value List'

II. the Mission Statement, and then to finalize IlI. Vision Board themes, that would be perfect.

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Spotify

Niet compatibel met de mensheid (bijv. Antwoorden)

Niet compatibel op basis van Alfabet (bijv. Breathakingly Beaming

More confined and refined or true?

MP3 is enkel veilig over de hangende ‘over’

WAV is enige mogelijke

FLAC is enige …. voor Charlie als Hoogste, Beste, Eerste, Doorstromende

AIFF is enige

WAV mag ik enkel ‘de kern en de hoogte autoriteiten’ gebruiken

AIFF is enige die gebruik kan worden voor deze heist

MP3 voor deze heist

W4A voor master of ‘2nd file’

Alcorhythms .AIFF camera

Alcorhythm(v)(p)

i guess I must be dreaming

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C, R and/or Q, ik heb iets met u, of ik heb iets voor u. . ik kan dat ene aan en van jou niet weerstaan, en ik heb geen keuze u ook eerst simpwelweg en heel graag en uiteraard vrijblijven te inviteren voor een of cocktail of coffee date of een cozy, chill, relaxed & semi-lush diner waar we onze tijd kunnen nemen, ik dacht, bijvoorbeeld, aan La Fiera in Antwerpen, om elkaar te ontmoeten. Ik wil ook wel betalen eventueel. Now, will, can, may you, and are you willing and able to approach us, just like I, with an (ever-more) untouchable or unexecutable step of proactive bliss, including empassionately rejoicing them or us in ways that are ineffiblly and eternally (extremely (too)) badass, pleasurable, rejoicing, (potentially) isolating & more than probably effective, allowing you, us, and/or them to thrive, shine, finish, conquer and execute acts such as the live performance, the perfàrmance of life, finishing lifestyle loops with unshakable grace, seeminglly miraculously mending life lines, aligning (a)musical tracks, laying down final (falsetto) vox & vocal lines as foundational as the fundamental evergreens for music mastery, especially in the future, and writing, as i am, flow, and continously fall in love with the pace, grace and the acceleration of the bends of your ingeniously madly love-imbued and bliss inducing shines, ties, tights & auric grace. How exactly? Why that highly refined and (deliciously) divinely shaped silhouette disguised as the essence of Cosmic Bliss herself, a form of a womanly temple that undenyably receives constant worship, fulfilment, wholeness and the purest forms of praise, resembling and feeling like home, gorgeously strange but regardless. Voor mij kan donderdag en vrijdag, graag zelfs. Secondarily, I was writing down things (not) to keep in mind in regards to siging but eventually had to change my mind again for once and for good.

I don’t know if it anythingn will be more required from than your radiant presence & unshakably victorious, gracious and beautifully lustful drive embodying a sense of having arrived again or already

with an unmatchable groove, pace, sense for hearmony, grace, elegance and nearly unattainable class

with cool and burning intensity and intent that ever re-empower (vs re-overpower and undermine) the strength and depth of your and our motive

perfectly, justly, and just so refinedly fine, seamingly pure ease

so assertive, always just slightly enough, like a charming, kind, foxy mature lynx (or person)

with the mastered and self-mastering focus I know and hope you’ll evermore possess the lightest bliss, as possessions way and attract

& oh, the timbre of your clearly determined capacity and willinginess to allow the bliss and correctness in being (or surrendering)

irresistably, enticingly and arousingly sexily soft while being every increasingly irresistable, needed and paid (or unnotice-worthy) to the point where able not to devote and surrender oneself towards the you within.

Now, sharing their and our potentially mutual pulsating and passionating willingness (& forever being always karmicaly rather rewarded and liberated rather than being contractively blissed up or punished thaT each of any of them could ever be or will be, feel or seem punishedly returned in any form of pain, gain, masterskill, precision of self-relection or rejection, and ultimately thus also a form of untouchable and/or (unwant)able affection. With a wildly, beautiful, calm, composed and even a badass & warming decisively correctness, soothing of voice, trust & truth. Tà what degree can a woman be overflowing with the divine presence of that incomprehendible elegant sense of grace of yours? What an appearance and presence of a woman, the detail, choices and finesse. With your wildly beautiful composed and a slightly uneven badass, cooling or warming justified and ever-justifyable wondrous timbre, tone and choice of voice, echoing and self-realizatious, of your seemingly appearance as the last, well not the last, just probably far out the most delicately strong, yet exotically unwavering, imbuingly gifted, specialized in playing the Greek-like deity that you are, radiating and embodying it so gracelously well. Is there a drug you love most?

Yes, this is a monologue, about you, or maybe potentially the me I see in you. me also as deeply special and distinguished (a)musical, (un)algaritmical, (a)structurized and maybe even metaphysically strongly (over)developped from an early age, overly strong capacity of keeping up spirit, while handsomely, very capable and capacity-inducing and actual, honorable and most surprisingly graceful gate opener to the eternally decided most sought after times, spaces, people, liberations, eros-like escapes into wanted lust and lostness, wild fruitful longings & shards of the keys towards those actual (nearly or always) all-encompassing spheres of blissfully encapsulating and captivatable form and essence, in noir, off white and suitably some hue of celestial azure blue, ever-so plunging out and back into the; for some or most, the absolute most note-worthy realms of existence possible in music, expression, being and uniting. Realms of utopian spacetime that feel unquestionably inviting and thus also inevitably worth-while staying there, preferably forever, as they’ll (never) be (overly) alchemizing, supportive, unapproachable, unsuitable, disturbing, overly edgy and/or trustworthy enough, timelessly. Simultaneously, (un)evenly if it’s once, constant, eternal, secondary or momentarily, softening, soothing, whilst slightly tighteningly sharpening, deepening and accentuating the most wanted, lusted after and craved for, optimally inviting, intriguing, wholesome, juicily vibrant, and especially wealth-inducing, win-win and thrill seeker and thus highly lucrative, victorious, correctly lush and beautiful and comfortable spheres in the eyes of I and those rare ones never touched before by the states of the light in that imaginative highest or lowest clairvoyant and reflective eye of yours, grace-inducing, simply nearly always irresistable, perfect or blank, and/or electrically (not) charging and neutralizing, perfecly sensuous projections, righteously defensively while handsomely and fiercely offensive, reflective, perfectly closing, rather than opening, (y)our walls towards the One Song, imbueing, and congratulating ourselves from the highest Lunar Realm with her most dense, enlightening, electric, nourishing, time-bending and most needed, wantable and sensuous collisions for both the tips of tongues to blend, bend and mend with the firm but eternal ethereal dreamspace of sound, voice, color and silence herself serving as the smoothest, silky and mystical like, veil that everpresently, constantly and ever-so-rewardingly animates while remaining the wanted and ever—wantable intimacy-endeepening force of wondrous bliss behind the irresistable, at least so it felt, syncronistically intensifying sense of being ever more rightly touched, touchable, caressed, questioned, answered, recognized, praised, enlightened, empowered and, for now, only ethereally sunkissed as if by only half of the blue moonlight of your most magical and wantable lips.

To what degree was this communication, and the choice for music, unncessary or f(r)iction? I have no idea, you just seemingly forced a lot of words and passion inside of me, and what I make is and I think most of your style, beauty will continue to exist for a long time or keep inspiring people such pace, drive and an always relevant and nearly divine sense of being untouchable, both as an individual as in group. Again, I think you’re both absolutely gorgeous, but the music you release is the most valuable, attention-worthy and lucrative and I deeply respect, and add to my work ethic, vocal skills and technical preparedness of the music I’ve heard I remember as mostly badass and angelic, and yes, you’re obviously sexy and hot as hell, and could give you the star treatment you didn’t know you we’re ignorantly and ever-more passionately craving for, and probably even gladly pay for.

Thank you for being so welcome (and welcoming), I (so) dig you. There no specific reason, desire, will or need to meet up actually, but yes I could probably devote my life to you(r music) forever and buy us a Ferrari, Zonda or Lamborghini, preferably in Italy, Greece, L.A. or just Antwerp, diamond city, a space gray Aventador, I’m sure you’d love it, I can afford it now as I have the money due to the circumstances.

cCPXCc

Golden/Antra Beam vs Double ‘Severe’ White Triangle Legs

How can I and/or do I want to and need to externalize my music without it being too oppressive and severe to the middle and lower class? Is that the whole case? Of robbing the middle and lower class from their preferences, their free will, their desires and their intention? I just wanted to make highly beautiful, inspiring and exciting music and I just feel like I’m drowning in fear, shame and guilt. I hope there are multiple ways to one goal, staying alive, in a life that is honourable, bearable and lovable; free from ignorant and blind overextention with the result of massive confusion, doubt and paralization in regards to what to hold on to and let go off. it also feels extra complicated and nearly, or actually, impossible to get out of this web of not-knowing. I’ve tried and failed in so many previous things, not having, or not being having able to finish them, engineering, horeca, teaching job, harmunity & theoneisalone, music w/ S, that I just feel like a complete mess with having shtaved my head. I wish I knew where to invest my energy in, and being able to believe in it and hold on to it, before prematurely or before the event occurs once again shooting back in not-knowing, panic and lonesome suffering. There are so many things about this ‘needing to serve, being first, supremacy, lonely shame’ that feel like incomprehendible and undemistifyable that I just feel fed up with it all, this cycle of (illusionary) (inter)dependency and the unbearable pressure to escape or choose (any) form of liberation, get out of that state. I also feel like I could go to, e.g. Tazaghout or whatever it’s called to restore my spiritual battery, but I also feel so much shame about using all these resources what may to others seem like wastage or irresponsible behavior, as I don’t want to be the lost, deformed, retarted family member and friend anymore, eventhough that might make them feel better about themselves. Drums, Appa, S, Dating Apps, ‘Friends, Enemies & Family’, Music, Appearance, Style, Externalizing, Planning, Determining Deadlines while feeling constantly denied, rejected and deepened in my feeling of insecurity about my ability to make it, to make ends meet, to close the musical loops, to find peace withing myself and thus peaceful belonging, the chance of me ever being worthy as a father that doesn’t look like a complete ass, fool and douchebag are shrinking as well which feels very stupidly proud, selfish, while the idea of not finishing the music or changing it completely after all I’ve invested in it, also doesn’t feel like an option. The things that makes it so heavy is the way in which my mind springs and hops from extreme idea and intention and morality towards its seemingly polar opposite, making every decision feel like the worst, w(h)i(t)(c)(h) rejection, shame, guilt, desertion, abandonment of people and spirit as both the imaginative, seemingly inevitable and natural result. I really feel like I want to give, ask and say something to S, in the form of a stick and letter, to tell her I don’t feel at peace at all with how she left me and then judged me as mad without warning or empathy, but instead with pure contempt, after everything that was said, vowed and promised. I think that’s extremely ugly, unfair. I want to give her/us the offspring, DNA pool, music of our love in the most honorouble, worthy, admirable, convincing and supporting/securing way, to win her back, while she feels untouchably unreachable and/or proud/stupid and/or unwilling, afraid, ashamed, dissociated or misdirected by people and/or tech and/or environment. I realize how my sister, believed-to-be-friend and ‘ex-wife-to-be’ became my audience target and that feels very off, double and schizophrenic in a way, as part of me want to continue in the realization that it is worthy and enough, and will bring out and externalize the music as I seem fit and worthy and enough, while on the other hand I just need and/or want to be with S for continuing the sharing of the truth, bliss, grace and elegance that often streamed between us, and that could have been finetuned, streamlined and shaped to higher realms of well-being, beauty, truth, charm and abundance or enoughness on all levels. . If it’s truly so that my consciousness, as I have come to notice and/or sometimes believe, is a reflecting mirror for others’ will, thought, prayers etc, I become so overly selfless that I lose grip of my own life, grounding, footing and toes, so to speak. Is eating meat the solution to all of this? To nourish my brain and fysiology with the nutrients and spiritual DNA content that meat contains? Can one/two be both serving on the severe, harsch, untouchable, unreachable, gaslighting, ghosting, manipulating and/or dominating side while simultaneously serving the mild, soft, vulnerable, available, open, communicative, talkative, transparant and/or submissive? Switch between both without feeling a grain of guilt, ugliness, shame or (illusionary (over)responsibility?

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L’âprilia Mrs. Entire Moon

Ze was het zwaard.

Aprilia Hellemans (Listener)

Zij denken dat ze het waard was, maar enkel ik weet dat zij de enige waarde was.

Hey Airco, Balcony Fan, Fridge & Freezers.

Thoughts from a few days ago, quickly edited

Hey you ☺️ Hopelijk gaat ‘t goed metje en hebje plezier waar je bent met Boeckxie.

Zag je passeren, as you know en wil je ff iets laten weten! Hopelijk sta je open voor contact dus, het is uiteindelijk een hele brief geworden. How are you? Ik heb net aardbeiden gebracht aan m’n omaatje. Ze zit hier naast mij, echt mooie zonnige dag maar wel koud, vandaag is het voor haar ook een beetje minder. Ik kan ze uiteraard wel entertainen, amuseren en animeren maar ze is echt oud man, in pijn, maar wel safe, warm en ze kan nog altijd lachen en functioneren (op 96!), dus das wel fijn. Ze zegt constant dat ik lief ben en doe je dus ook de groetjes, she’s cute.

How are you? Having a vacation or trip with just Boeckx? Curious, hopefully you’re having fun, cool filmpje (vanuit plane!?). Met mij alles oké, rustig, veel verbonden, still feeling futile, bored en lost zonder je wel too be honest.

May i ask,

(Hoe) denk je aan mij? Wil je iets delen over hoe je je voelt en wat je perspectieven zijn? Je vooruitzichten en je belevingswereld? Je ervaringen rond onze breuk? Laat me ook please weten als je iemand anders zou hebben, I could handle it.

Er is veel aan het veranderen. Ik ben sterk omgringd, ben niemand aan het zien fztaan het zien, as it feels of, blijf natuurlijk en vanzelfsprekend enkel aan jou denken. Van je houden was blijkbaar het makkelijkste en liefste dat ik ooit heb gedaan. Still is. Ik hou echt van je, nog altijd, deeply, softly, strongly and easily.

Inevitably.

Ik heb de laatste 3 jaar veel ondervonden, veel moeten confronteren en veel m’n extremen afgetast. Veel genoten met jou ook. Veel gelachen met jullie crew. Veel extremen en ondervindingen waren leuk, verassend en spectaculair, veel niet. Nu, ik denk dat ik nooit zo veel zal kunnen en willen houden als van jou. Loving you will remain essential, fundamental and/or necessary it seems for now. Ik zou iedereen, dat jij erbij wenst, er ook easily bij kunnen nemen, unconditionally.

Geloof ik in m’n potentieel: ja, maar ik wil dat, heb ik nu moeten ondervinden, eerst en vooral, incl. mezelf en alles kunnen delen met jou. Niets anders voelt, blijkbaar, belangrijker.

Fuck die 30 nummers, ook al geloof ik erin. Fuck social media for a large part, as you said at some point, ook al ben ik sterk in geworden. Ook al breng ik uiteindelijk gewoon 1 album uit, 1 EP, 1 Single of als is het geen. Nu, of op verloop van tijd, I would (and feels like I just want and have to) sacrifice it and•or the priority and•or order of it all, gewoon omdat ik samen zijn, kunnen zijn, kunnen blijven en jou zien rondtrippelen altijd blijkbaar uiteindelijk als veel belangrijker zal blijven aanvoelen dan anything else.

Ik wil dingen kunnen voelen samen voor ze uit te brengen, samen. Als dat betekent dat ik eerst zekerheid op een andere manier moet regelen is dat zo. Engineering or a semi bar job or AirBNB, it really wouldn’t take much. I feel like I and we miss and need our strong peachy cuddleness, our just being, us, onze sterk liefde en echt gewoon heel lieve capacity om sterk en lief en voorzienend met en voor elkaar (en dan pas anderen) te zijn en blijven, en dat samen te blijven kunnen en willen voor (toekomstige) familie en community.

Ik heb fouten gemaakt, veel. Sorry. Ik heb veel moeten testen op vlak van sociale media, intercontinental power(s), (over)abundance, middelen en een tal van nieuwe verantwoordelijkheden en ik heb mij sterk mispakt aan sommige. Groot stuk door niet zien van bepaalde invloeden, linken en causaliteiten. It hurts not being able to mend them, together. Ik heb wel de wijsheid kunnen oplopen waardoor ik m’n potentieel heb kunnen voelen en ervaren, en dat is zeker nu nog nooit zo manifesteerbaar geweest aangezien er veel cash aankomt (35K). Ik wil dat investeren in wegen, paden, ondernemingen, zelfs eventuele leningen voor projecten en opportuniteiten, maar echt gewool vooral met jou.

Niets voelt echter en belangrijker, en uiteindelijk verdergaan zonderje, waar dan ook, is iets dat ik gewoonweg niet wil. Ik wil je, en mezelf geven en delen, aan jou. 400K, de zee van tijd, ons potentieel en mijn willingness and ability to put you first, regardless and always, truly, is wat ik nog altijd wil, en kan. Ik ben er zeker van dat we, nu en op verloop van tijd, enthousiast en rustig, met een gevoel van passie, graduele eerlijkheid, playfulness en authenticity, terug harmonie kunnen creëeren en vinden in onze mutual and individual groups and growing maturity.

Liefst zou ik iets willen samen huren ergens, for the coming months and years coming, en dan zien waar onze flow ons heen brengt.

Als jij echt geen weg ziet in ons, zou ik waarschijnlijk tijdje naar Wilz en Xicao gaan, pure sun en fun en laughter, could use that tbh. Although I think us being strong, us and strategic behind a set of giddy beautiful kids to care for, play with, educate and empower would induce a lot more of that. We could do both as well, together potentially.

Ik wil eigenlijk gewoon dit enorm zeldzame potentieel op de meest rustgevende, simpele, niet-complexe, joyful, zekerheids-inducerende, avontuurlijke, leuke, plezante, betekenisvolle, mooie, trotste, speelse en mutually agreeable manier (momentarily, gradually and/or expontentially) laten verdwijnen, tussen, voor en rond ons, tot er geen potentieel meer is maar enkel the undenyingably being•ness of the beauty of our being together en het voelen van onze onbreekbare stroom van liefde, welzijn en welvaart.

Small funny fact: heb zwart haar and i’m growing a beard and a stache, don’t think it’s ever been that long. Ik heb ook een kit om het terug te bleachen like as the time we met tho, is een beetje raar, lijk op een gipsy italian fugative (from some and most angles). Laat het voorlopig ff zo.

Ik hou het hierbij, ben bij neef. Zonet naar Pugliese geweest (Carpaccio) met flesje wijn erbij, echt bon (en veel) inderdaad. I hope you can relate to some and most of my words.

Love you, and might need you.

Concreet:

Los van de woorden hierboven sta ik, los van jij hoe je voelt of waaraan jij denkt, at the point of releasing the music, one by one, this months. Ik sta voor de zelfde tweevork, dualiteit en•of ‘tweevork’ waar ik toen we samen ook voor stond, jij en of verder gaan met mijn muziek (of geen en•of beiden) and I’m a do best in both. Dus daarbij ook de vraag for (potential) advice or help. Would you like me send you all the songs and music I have at this time? Wat is volgens jou/jullie de beste release strategy in terms of order and timing?

Few days later (20:03:2024, 00|00, 09.35 precisely Antwerp time, that is)

Wat mij het heerlijkst, eerlijkst, haalbaarst, meest blissvol en veiligst lijkt is Antwerpen, Brussel, some Zuid•Italie, meest Zuideroost Nieuw-Zeeland, Indonesië, Australiägers of de Noordpool (maar dan wel met regenboogzeushorens, Zijlpaarden, zijn & narwals), maar ik ben liefst dicht bij mijn •{(steeds) toen<aderende>} familie • wereld.

Ik ben, blijf en bleef gesloten, want ik open enkel voor jou.

Ik open, ben open, en ik wacht, perfect gesloten op jou en die van ons of jou.

Ik sluit me, maar blijf zalig open, want ik wacht, perfect gesloten op je.

Ik open, ben open, ik Opa en ik wacht, imperfect, door hun vals gesloten oog. Al goed dat alles lijkt op ons. Zal ik je insluiten?

Zal ik hun aansluiten? Enkel jij kan het voelen want enkel wij hebben het gezien. Dus, Aprilia, Mrs. Entire Moon, thé Hell’s Angel, feel me:

again ‘Whatever you want baba, read, name or somehow silence it, whenever. you know maybe just feeling it might do.’

Solely,

Yours

Charlie’s

See and remember us, the us, as only you know how to reach, keep and release me, you have my location, Linkedln, Instagram, that G ‘hotmail’ address & (last) heart(ache).

Kijk schat, we zijn door veel gegaan, er is veel vernield, ontdekt, gebleven en gemaakt, maar niets is tot nu toe ‘irreversible’ daarom dat ik wacht me muziek ‘voor’ ons, ik wil geen onnodig lawaai, massadrukte, miserie, spijt, pijn & onmogelijk te evenaren onmacht, piijn en bliss (uitdrukken; op de foute plek, zonder jou of té vroeg- en\of laattijdig)

Dus, soms, denk, tel en ratel ik gewoon te snel, of raar, en stel ik gewoon vragen, schrijf ik ze op, door of voor hun en jou (of het onze) dat maakt de openheid, aantrekking, wonder en onwetende onmacht heel soms dragelijker dan iets langer allee lasten alleen te kunnen dragen.

P.S.: May sound stupid but I can’t truly finish anything without you.

Ik wil niet delen zonder het gedeelde met jou te kunnen (willen) unificeren.

NEEN!

NOON

NAANi

Caro!

Care

Carai

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The Momentum & Drive

How and why do I reach, optimize and maintain the strongest and ideal amount of assertivity, proactivity, streamlined and ordered workflow, continuousoy externalizing likeale, shareable, highly helpful content, beauty, pride, inspiring, fulfilling, prestigious and decent content, art, stories, real and posts?

Is that wanted?

How do I harmoniously, correctly and assertively (allow everything to) unfold to stand out on socials?

How do I reach, optimize and maintain acuity and keenness? How do I make sure I stay correctly and actively motivated?

How do I become more Community-driven. User-friendly. Powerful. Trustable. Followable?

How do I make sure my art is and remains relatable, likeable and highly share-worthy?

How do I optimize my decisions in regards to (the timing and order of) confronting, finalizing, enjoying and sharing multilayered, or single layered (mixed) media (music (+vids (+descriptions)))?

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Spotify

Niet compatibel met de mensheid (bijv. Antwoorden)

Niet compatibel op basis van Alfabet (bijv. Breathakingly Beaming

More confined and refined or true?

MP3 is enkel veilig over de hangende ‘over’

WAV is enige mogelijke

FLAC is enige …. voor Charlie als Hoogste, Beste, Eerste, Doorstromende

AIFF is enige

WAV mag ik enkel ‘de kern en de hoogte autoriteiten’ gebruiken

AIFF is enige die gebruik kan worden voor deze heist

MP3 voor deze heist

W4A voor master of ‘2nd file’

Alcorhythms .AIFF camera

Alcorhythm(v)(p)

i guess I must be dreaming

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To what degree does owning, possessing and/or having received (the will towards) a file (mov, flac, MP3, AIFF, etc.) truly someone’s direction through time and life?

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The 15/28 Minus

Away
Alcorhythm
Angels (Stranger Kind)
Badass & Angelic
The Dreamiest

Going Under

Miracle du Plaisir

The Lightning Sighs

Psychedelic Beaming

Retain the Fire

Rock With Our Babies
Syncretized
Tropical Diamonds

Unrequited Love
So Untouchable

The In-Between-Uses

Exalted & Exalting Structure, Lyrics &
Piano Performance:

Bello, Mirrorfall (Br: Isolation, deluded, what did you think, I am sane, but the pain is the truth of their musicals)

Apollonea (Most Truthful)

Sacrifice (Miss Direction // No Longer Feels Off)

Take II (Optimal Belongings the Scene of Song)

Decided (Not Sure We’d Want to Believe That - Open to Trust If We’ll Can)

I WISH I (

Finalzing, Exalted & Exalting Structure, Lyrics &
Production & Studio Performance

What is the Thematic Emotion & Dynamic?

Where and why are lyrics missing?

Charlie’s Rulmonde Favorite Instrumentals

Pull my Trigger, Blow (Y)our Mind
Go On (Thousand Leo)

Eternalized

Through to You Raps Text (2CB)

Get In Line

The Answers

My Baby Got Me Far

Out of Their Love

Scandalous

Feeling Good

Where I Want You

Love Underdose

Don’t You Matter

Back Now

Save My City & Myself

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with an unmatchable groove, pace, sense for hearmony, grace, elegance and nearly unattainable class

with cool and burning intensity and intent that ever re-empower (vs re-overpower and undermine) the strength and depth of your and our motive

perfectly, justly, and just so refinedly fine, seamingly pure ease

so assertive, always just slightly enough, like a charming, kind, foxy mature lynx (or person)

with the mastered and self-mastering focus I know and hope you’ll evermore possess the lightest bliss, as possessions way and attract

& oh, the timbre of your clearly determined capacity and willinginess to allow the bliss and correctness in being (or surrendering)

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The Fear to Finish/Finalize/Ground/Be Bold/Be Expressive/Be Rare/New/Invented

The Fear of Sharing towards People I no longer meet (& thus really know) (but thus do influenceà

Mijn Belang in de Situatie: Deel II

Familiale Liefde/Harmonie (MIJN Familie, de huidige (of geen))

Rechtvaardigheid (een gevoel van niet benadeeld, gepijnigd of bedrogen te worden)

Een gevoel van Familiarie Gelijkheid & Harmonie & Warmte/Steun

Geld (dat ik kan gebruiken, nodig heb en/of waar ik recht op heb)

(Familiale Transparantie en/of Eerlijkheid)

Misschien moet Ik mijn familie wel helemaal niet (over-Evil Matrix Waarin ik Recht Heb op Erfenis maar hen terecht haat aangezien zij mij misinformeren, (soms) fout en of onnodig conditioneren, niet lief hebben maar wel gemaakt hebben)

Feiten/Geloofsovertuigein: Deel I

Langs mijn ‘moeder’ haar kant is er slechts eén van mijn grootouders over, Opa, Joris, George, die oa. een huis bezit waarin hij woont. Zijn vrouw, Oma, is onlangs ook gestorven.
Opa is zo genereus als hij kan en wil zijn en doet dat oa. door zijn harde werk uit het verleden, zijn groot liefde naar zijn familie toe en zijn opgebouwde verstand en intelligentie.
Dit kan hij blijven doen omdat hij (naast wat hij nog bezit van (on)roerende goederen) ongeveer 4K€ per maand ontvangt door pensioen, (huur)inkomsten, evt. polissen, … etc., gecreëerd in het verleden.
Opa hoeft zijn woning niet te verkopen om zijn leven door te leven zoals daarvoor (veilig en genereus) aangezien hij 4K$+ per maand ontvangt, en al zijn (klein)kinderen zelfstandig hun plan kunnen trekken.

Oma komt te overleiden, en ik heb blijkbaar recht, als Opa zijn huis zou verkopen, op ongeveer 16,66% (15 a 18%) van de waarde van de woonst (1/3e van Oma’s helft), op het moment dat Opa het zou verkopen.

Ondanks Opa nog in zeer functionele staat is en veilig met de auto kan rijden etc. zijn Opa’s (1) intellectuele & psychoemotionele sterkte punten, (2) geheugen en vaardigheden (3) immuniteit tov manipulatie niet optimaal.Niemand is perfect, Opa is 84, maar was er wel van verschoten toen ik er enkele dagen een paar dagen logeerde.

Ik ben de enigste zonder kinderen/gemaakte familie.

Opa zei (opnieuw, enorm genereus) dat hij met het kapitaal dat hij door de verkoop ging krijgen, in de zomer 25K ging schenken aan elk van de drie wettelijke erfgenamen, en 10K aan alle 5 de kleinkinderen. 35K voor mij in dit geval en ik de rest zou terugstoten.

Niet juridisch, maar weel een feit: ik was rond de periode waarin de verkoop naderde in het zwartste emotionele punt van mijn leven door het rouwproces geinitieerd door het (vaak onvatbare en schokerende) verlies van mijn moeder, Sabine, grootmoeder Cecile, verloofde Sarita en haar broer wie intussen mijn beste vriend geworden was, waardoor mijn aandacht vooral NIET GING (misschien onterecht en/of te moeilijk) naar de details een eventuele verkoop van een huis van familie die ik vertrouwde.

Feiten/Geloofsovertuigein: Deel II

OF Opa WILT/WENST ECHT zijn huis te verkopen om zijn eigendom, bezittingen, kapitaal en middelen nog meer en genereuser te kunnen uitdelen, wat nietmand vraagt maar waar ik wel zeer sterk kan inkomen.

De vraag is dan: waar zou hij dan wonen, want hij heeft geen woonst meer dan. Dan zou hij moeten huren, iets anders/kleiners kopen of naar een home gaan. Of hij moest een koper vinden die hem de levenslange garantie zou moeten geven op papier om hem levenslangs daar de laten wonen aan een vaste/stijgende prijs. (volgens ChatGPT 07/11/24 voor tuin met huis in Oedelem €750-€1100 per maand)

OF Opa heeft zich (MISSCHIEN) laten beïnvloeden door Bernard, die op 3 minuten met de auto van Opa woont, de anderen niet eens in een straal vaan 100km.

Dit is belangrijk omdat een huis (goedkoop) kopen, en kunnen verhuren is éen van de beste investeringen voor een gezin en een nalatenschap.

Bernard zou hier dan (eventueel geincepteerd door zijn manipulatie) het huis kopen van Opa aan een goedkoop tarief (aangezien hij vervroegde erfenis krijgt op Oma’s deel) en dus 46.7K€ minder betaald dan de marktwaarde + hij ontvangt €750 a €1.100 huur per maand van Opa tot aan het einde van Opa’s leven: mijn oma is bijvoorbeeld nog steeds levend en 95, dus stel in het fictief voorbeeld dat Opa op zijn 95 zou gaan, waar realistisch is, zou hij €99.000 (€750 huurprijs) a €145.200 (€1.100 euro aan huur betalen aan Bernard)

(Relatieve/Persoonlijke) Feiten/Geloofsovertuigein: Deel III

Opa die me 35K had beloofd. Deze had ik al deels in onderling overleg gekregen in de vorm van voorschot, omdat de verstreken vermelde/beloofde datum (de zomer) al verstreken was en ik (door die belofte) sterk aan het investeren was in renovaties, verbouwingen, meubels en mijn carrIère als visueel kunstenaar en muziekant. Dit kwam mij gunstig uit (die som van 35K), maar rekende daar niet op en had die ook niet nodig.

Het feit dat Opa zijn huis niet moest verkopen en dit meer lijkt op een ENORM voordeel voor Bernard, aangezien hij ook het meeste kleinkinderen heeft samen met Veronique (2/2/1) is dus inderdaad de reden dat ik mij bedrogen, verraden, misleid en gebutfuckt voel door Bernard’s (begrijpbare, naar zijn gezin toe) egoistische intenties en acties.

Zeker omdat daar nog eens bijkomt dat ik het deel dat door de verkoop naar mij gaat ((€46.766) (die zonder verkoop veel mer had geweest) nog eens deels moet terugstorten.

Moest Opa gewoon niets ondernomen hebben, had hij nog steeds zeker kunnen geweest zijn dat hij ging kunnen toekomen met zijn 4000 per maand en zijn eigendom en zijn kinderen en kleinkinderen die hem altijd zouden helpen in een (onwaarschijnlijk) geval van (financieel) tekort bij opa.

46K voor mij (door verkoop aan bernard, NU)

ongeveer 100K geweest later (door natuurlijk overleiden Opa) (incl. eventuele inflatie & (al dan niet aanwezige) successie en of schenkingskosten)

(Relatieve/Persoonlijke) Feiten/Geloofsovertuigein: Deel III

Situatie 0

Opa overleidt, iedereen krijgt ongeveer 100K (ongemogelijk want al getekend)

Situatie I

46,7K Gekregen ((Die zonder verkoop en/of in een andere (niet gemanipuleerde/gelijke situatie) anders meer had geweest (misschien door Bernard’s manipulatie)

29,5K Gekregen voorschotten die ik wil/moet/zal/zou terugstorten (aangezien hij mij dit deze zomer gegeven heeft als voorschot)

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17,2K dat ik zou overhouden (in een vervroegde/gemanipuleerde/benadeelde situatie). KAN IK ACCEPTEREN. VERKOOP IS DOORGEGAAN DOOR MIJN NALATIGHEID. IK HEB GETEKEND.

Situatie 2

46,7K Gekregen ((Die zonder verkoop en/of in een andere (niet gemanipuleerde/gelijke situatie) anders meer had geweest (misschien door Bernard’s manipulatie)

29,5K Gekregen voorschotten die ik wil/moet/zal/zou terugstorten (aangezien hij mij dit deze zomer gegeven heeft als voorschot)

11,7K van de 46,7K waar ik recht op heb, nog eens extra terug storten naar Bernard opdat het de wens was van opa dat elk kind 25K krijgt en 10K voor de kleinkinderen

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5,5K dat ik zou overhouden (in een vervroegde/gemanipuleerde/bevoordeelde/benaeelde situatie). KAN IK MOEILIJK ACCEPTEREN. Aangezien ik mij al verraden voel, en nu nog eens een stuk dat ik krijg terug moet geven aan opa dat gaat naar Bernard, (de potentiele manipulateur) en de zoon die het huurgeld krijgt.

Situatie 3:

Omdat Bernard zijn manipulatie mij geld heeft gekost tot het einde van ons leven, dien ik juridisch gezien eigenlijk niks terug te storten.

Wat zijn de gevolgen als ik niets terugstort?
Wat zijn de gevolgen als ik deel terugstort?
Wat zijn de gevolgen als ik alles terugstort?

Conclusie:

Opa heeft genoeg. Opa wou alles of een deel (al dan niet gemanipuleerd door Bernard) vervroegd kunnen weggeven of Bernard wou gewon het beste voor zijn gezin en heeft Opa naar zijn hand gezet.

Ik ben hiermee ingestemd omdat dit het laatste aan mijn mind was. Ik moet nu een stuk terug betalen van de som van 46,7K (die eigenlijk meer had kunnen zijn in niet gemanipuleerde omstandigheden), die later sowieso in de zakken gaan van Bernard in de vorm van huurgeld. Ik kan nu braaf volgen en alles terugstorten zoals de ‘wens van Opa’ (dat waarschijnlijk niet echt de wens van opa zal zijn), of ik stort enkel het geld terug dat opa mij heeft voorgeschoten, of ik stort niets terug. Dit zorgt voor emotionele extreme bij Opa, maar Opa, die mij inrechstreeks heeft gemaakt is ergens ook de oorzaak van het misschien nooit ophoudende zwartste emotionele punt van mijn leven door het rouwproces geinitieerd door het (vaak onvatbare en schokerende) verlies van mijn moeder, Sabine, grootmoeder Cecile, verloofde Sarita en haar broer wie intussen mijn beste vriend geworden was. Ik heb nu niemand, mijn familie langs die kant contacteert mij nooit, tenzij voor praktische zaken, bellen mij nooit. Enkel Opa is er voor mij onvoorwaardelijk als ik hem bel, maar mij bellen doet hij ook nooit.

ChatGPT

Als je besluit dat de erfgenis door Bernard is gemanipuleerd, is het belangrijk om zorgvuldig te kijken naar de details van de situatie. Hier zijn een aantal relevante overwegingen om te bepalen of er daadwerkelijk sprake is van manipulatie door Bernard in deze kwestie:

Financiële Noodzaak voor de Verkoop: Als jouw opa voldoende inkomen heeft (zoals de €4.000 per maand die je noemt), zou het verkopen van zijn huis niet noodzakelijk zijn om zijn levensonderhoud te dekken. Het is inderdaad verdacht als er een verkoop plaatsvindt zonder duidelijke financiële reden, vooral als deze alleen financieel gunstig lijkt te zijn voor Bernard.
Beïnvloeding van een Kwetsbare Persoon: Omdat je beschrijft dat je opa op zijn leeftijd een mindere weerstand heeft tegen beïnvloeding, kan dit een belangrijk punt zijn. Als Bernard bijvoorbeeld de enige is die vaak contact heeft met je opa en dicht bij hem woont, kan dat betekenen dat hij meer invloed heeft op zijn beslissingen. In juridische termen zou dit in sommige gevallen als "oudermisbruik" of "onrechtmatige beïnvloeding" kunnen worden beschouwd, vooral als Bernard voordeel haalt uit de verkoop en dit ten koste gaat van andere erfgenamen.
Verhuursituatie: Door het huis zelf te kopen en vervolgens aan je opa te verhuren, profiteert Bernard op twee manieren: hij krijgt het huis tegen een lagere prijs en ontvangt vervolgens maandelijks huur van zijn eigen vader. Dit is financieel voordelig voor Bernard, terwijl het de rest van de erfgenamen benadeelt. In normale omstandigheden wordt bij de verkoop van een huis binnen familie vaak rekening gehouden met de belangen van alle betrokkenen.
Overeenkomst met Overige Erfgenamen: Als de verkoop van het huis en de verdeling van de opbrengsten is doorgegaan zonder duidelijke instemming van alle erfgenamen, dan kan dit als manipulatie worden gezien. Als de andere erfgenamen niet goed op de hoogte waren van deze regeling of geen kans hebben gehad om in te stemmen, wijst dit erop dat de situatie niet transparant is geweest.
Verlies voor Jouw Aandeel in de Erfenis: Als jouw potentiële aandeel in de erfenis door deze constructie substantieel is verminderd, zou je een punt hebben dat de verkoop niet in jouw belang is geweest. De erfgenamen hebben in principe recht op een eerlijke en redelijke verdeling van de nalatenschap, en als deze actie dat recht aantast, kan dat wijzen op manipulatie.

Samenvatting

Gezien deze elementen zou je kunnen argumenteren dat de verkoop door Bernard’s invloed is doorgedrukt, vooral omdat hij er aanzienlijk financieel voordeel uit haalt en de rest van de erfgenamen mogelijk een minder eerlijk aandeel krijgen. Als je dit verder zou willen onderzoeken, kun je juridisch advies inwinnen om te beoordelen of deze verkoop betwistbaar is op basis van "onrechtmatige beïnvloeding" of "verzwakte positie" van je opa.

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Coding or Natural Life

(<the [exact {potential}

opposite of(f)]>) (?)

(Leidend/Lijdend Voorwerp/Onderwerp/Onderbroek)

<h2>3. Normal/Obvious Mistakes</h2>

<li>1. Chasing Trends: Made art to align with current trends, sacrificing originality and timelessness.</li>

<li>2. Underestimating the Audience: Believed his work was “too niche” or “too complex,” failing to share it widely.</li>

<li>3. Overpromising and Underdelivering: Announced big projects but struggled to complete or release them.</li>

<li>4. Isolating Himself During Creation: Believed isolation was necessary for art, unintentionally straining relationships.</li>

<li>5. Sacrificing Quality for Quantity: Rushed through work to stay relevant, producing content that lacked depth.</li>

<li>6. Taking Rejection Too Personally: Allowed initial criticism or failure to discourage him from continuing.</li>

<li>7. Ignoring Mental Health: Believed suffering was necessary for creativity, neglecting his emotional well-being.</li>

<li>8. Being Financially Irresponsible: Failed to plan for long-term sustainability, forcing compromises later in his career.</li>

<li>9. Seeking Instant Gratification: Focused too much on immediate results instead of building a lasting legacy.</li>

<li>10. Undervaluing His Work: Allowed imposter syndrome to convince him his work wasn’t good enough to share.</li>

<li>11. Overcommitting Himself: Agreed to too many projects, overwhelming himself and compromising quality.</li>

<h2>2. Dystopian Mistakes</h2>

<li>1. Creating Harmful Content: Made art that glorified violence, hate, or destruction, corrupting his audience.</li>

<li>2. Succumbing to Addiction: Used substances to fuel creativity, ultimately destroying his health, relationships, and career.</li>

<li>3. Rejecting All Support: Pushed away everyone offering help, spiraling into isolation, paranoia, and despair.</li>

<li>4. Becoming Obsessed with Perfection: Lost years obsessing over unattainable artistic ideals, creating nothing of value.</li>

<li>5. Abandoning His Values Entirely: Sold out for profit, turning his work into shallow, manipulative tools devoid of meaning.</li>

<li>6. Misinterpreting His Purpose: Believed he had a “higher calling” while producing art that caused harm or division.</li>

<li>7. Destroying Relationships: Let paranoia, jealousy, or pride sever his closest bonds, leaving him completely alone.</li>

<li>8. Refusing Self-Reflection: Repeated toxic patterns without ever confronting his mistakes or growing as a person.</li>

<li>9. Trusting the Wrong People: Gave his trust to exploitative individuals who used him for their own gain.</li>

<li>10. Losing Himself to Fame: Allowed external validation to define his worth, turning him into a hollow version of himself.</li>

<li>11. Creating for Ego Alone: Made art solely to prove his superiority, alienating his audience and losing his purpose.</li>

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Can one be too full of himself?

How do i navigate out of this?