Some question, desires, wills, notes and thoughts on my highest/lowest/griefiest/loneliest.
Abu bakker & Zulma de Slager (kanyer from west)
full, semi or none revealing
Why and how do things die out (Syllables, Wills, Relationship(s), Sounds, Spirits, Intentions & Aspects of Consciousness)?
Why and how is there a need for (individual/mutual) balance, order, stability and symmetry so I can breath, relief, calm, care and my heart can beat EASILY.
The disgust of my/our/their/your true (being at the) bottom, ignorance, dullness, neediness and uglineness and the polarizing effect on myself, others, my sense of belonging and others.
goedgelovig vs gullible (engels vs nederlands). Feeling the core of the inner child.
How I and why do I need/want/will come out of my/our/the musical closet fpr bliss, cash, belonging, peace, love and calmness. With as stressless as possible.
is/was/will be better without (having to) relate/attend/answer/respond Sarita (because)
Try (why) not to laugh (out (too) loud). Why am I laughing so much? What is the function and effect of laughing?
(No Longer) being karmically torturing/punishing and/or being punished the elders (in the family).
How and why a rotten, digusting &/or bad self consciousness projects, divides, unites & embodies bliss/goodness (in others)?
Planning my death again. Why and how do I wanna leave? Surrounded, painless, easy, quick? Toilet hands.
Painting with buggers for? Why am I and we a hero?
At the edge of the tanning/self-scan booth
Finally in jail, not having to cook nor attend anyone
Why & when & where the baseline is singing/the most blissful silence
What and why are my most pacifying, blissful, lucrative, uniting and harmonious extrapolations/intrapolations/externalizations?
The essence/attraction/hilarity of the futility of work/luxury/fashion and the beauty of it.
the opposite of (the maximization of one’s/my/ours ability/timing/location/capacity to share/externalize/enclose (or/and not))
the toilet/well being
When and where there’s fresh underneath the dirt beneath the dirt.
The core between Me, Sarita & Lowcock
Why the supremer and badass turns me/us off.
Most calm/musical/mystical/dramatic hellemans
ego floss chef blom
Why accepting, releasing and/or melorioze all tracks and lifes is willed/willing/wanted. To give is good, but to give to yourself first is (often/sometimes) better.
the pain of supremacy. Seeing lack in others, feeling their needs, struggles, pain. The pain of empathy.
sow-jah feeling sauwt
the most en’virgorating, balancing, fun, safety. inducing, stabilizing and supporting motive.
dying without (over) depleting, contractive and imploding pressure of spieitual and bodily recognition (cortizol stress, heart, burnout)
unpanic, soft & optimized gentle heart that is safe from (over) exposure & nudity & truth
the pain, disgust, sickness, weight, panic & pain when those around underestimate, misjudge, mistrust & misbelieve (your/their)Self
the panic, restlessness & pain/disillusionment/ from overwhelming beauty, goodness & gifts/talent/openness
the emblushment, paralyzartion and enstonement from being overflushed and then left by consciousness
how fake/artificial/insincere emotions of forgiveness, love and sympathy creates heart, time and/or stress problems
ostrezied
confession about bel/phone/security
add going under
add to movies: the gentlemen & chocolate starfish & 8 mile incl best of 2Pac & Notorious