How and why the unwillingness, inability and/or incapacity to learn; see; integrate; understand: feel, respond, want, will, express and/or conceptualize (mutually, individually and/or collectively) leads to suffering, pain, contractive isolation, disfunction, spiritual death and/or actual death.
How do I overcome, prevent, and ‘not consciously/subconsciously create/will’ waking/living up and existing with a head that weighs a tonne/too much, and a bloody, broken and/or buised nose, barely able to be, wake and breathe? It’s manageable, but I mean, barely. Hoe laat ik me niet door m’n angst, onwetendheid, tekortkomingen en/of onterechte wil om stil, luid, schroom, verlegen en/of overly/underly superieur te zijn en/of voor te doen verlammen, verkleinen, verdwijnen, disfunctioneren, sterven, pijnigen verstenigen, verstenen, verliezen, vermommen en/of afwijzen?
I always saw levity/humor/laughter and compassion/empathy as two cornerstones in life, and I wonder, Is it important, positive, wanted and/or willed to turn compassion fully at certain times and in certain interactions, e.g. in music, parenting, relationships and/or moments of self-prioritization? If so, how and why?
Why and how do/don’t I overcome the incapacity, inability and/or unwillingness to relate, be compassionate, listen and/or feel (for/to) the other?
How don’t I allow, will and/or force myself into to being and/or becoming paralyzed, belittled, disfunctioned, contracted, stoned, shrunk, isolated, vanished and/or killed, literally, both physically and psychospiritually, by you and/or myself?
Studies on Sentience, Intelligence, Consciousness, (Unrequited) Love, Hope, (Unavoidable) Self-Destruction, Free Will, Wholeness, Lack, Supremacy, Purity, Fertily and Harmony. 2059, Charlie Rulmonde PhD.
