Why do I (and/or others) sometimes sound and/or experience myself (and/or others) as a young, little, childish, gay, gaie, high, little boy and somtimes like a brutal,oppressive, cruel, bad, mad, sad, neanderthalerish freak? Sometimes a fool, sometimes a genius? Sometimes enough sometimes not? Sometimes ready, enough and willing for fame and the top 10 and sometimes ready for the coffin and/or garbage bin? How do I enter, sing in and leave the ‘performance/recording’ zone optimally smooth, efficient, lucrative, well, good, right, knowing, embodying, feeling, (ultimately) leading to tranquility and bliss?